Love Talk

LOVE TALK

My Love, I have sent tons of kisses through the air and lots of hugs at the wind, those words of passion that never reached your ears , the droplets of sadness which fell through the windows of my soul as the civilians doubt our relationship and stab me with words that disagree with what I believe...

Then they asked me why won't I end it, for they see that I am the only one struggling and fighting...

I answered: my fellow, it is the trust I tell you. The strongest one, and the words , those three words that kept me holding...

They : yes , we do know but can't you see that your distance is so impossible for the both of you...

I replied: distance is what makes us strong, challenges that teaches us to fight. Therefore I ask you, is love measurable? Does trust worth only meters away?...

Then months have passed , the motion of the world change. The universe decided our faith and we've grown apart. Yes, I feel emptiness but a thought flash in my mind. "Live on, learn from it and Improve yourself" . The history has been written, a new mark has been added, the pure white sheet has more stains than before. I thought of tearing it apart but instead I decided to flip into another page.

The shattered feeling that wasn't that easy to forget, it might've brought me to the ground but I found something to held on, it was a solid box that was glowing inside with carvings that said "Happy Thougts". The cold feeling of being shattered was replaced by a warmth filled feeling.

And so my life continued , I was standing in front of a mirror one day. I saw a man standing in front of me he was dressed in casual , wearing a smile that seemed not so real. His eyes were a bit chinky but you can see inside the coldest moments that he have been through. A woman that seemed so supportive stood beside her, with endless care she caress the mans shoulder...

I : Mom, I regret my decisions for you are right. You've always think for my good, you're the woman I'd look up to, I love you my mom

Mom: my son, do not regret for I never raised you to be a loser, you're all grown up. You would know how to make decisions wisely, I love you equally as I did with your brothers for you are my off springs...

She added: my dear listen to me and remember this, love may conquer all even the deepest sea. It can raise you up to the highest mountain peek, but sometimes it's just like writing at the shore it will all be removed by the waves coming , it is not stable.

I thought of how that reflect to me, i remember the line "Nothing is Permanent", but that does nothing mean everything?, is love included in that quote?..

I realized on that day forward,

Love is a game of win or lose

Love is given in equal dose

Love is strong and powerful

It can even make you look like a fool

Love is sometimes abused

That it became a lazy excuse

To some who takes love as a joke

Don't wait til the day that you're broke

So that is all, thank you for the appreciation my fellow, good readers and folks

I hope you've learned something from this Love Talk.