A FanGirl Confession

To the lucky girl that will marry him (bias) in the future,

Please take care of him, be by his side.

Always tell him it's okay whenever he falls, remind him it's totally fine to shed a tear infront of you.

Compliment him when he does his best. He likes it!

Hold on to him for you are carrying my whole world. I can't say being with him would be easy, but please stay by his side. 🙂

Cook his favorite food whenever he gets home. he'll surely love it because the best way to a man's heart is through his stomach right?

Don't get affected when his fans hates on you, just know that his true fans will support him no matter what happens.

Never stop loving him. Please.

I know that he loves you. Among millions of girls including me. He choose you, you stole his precious heart.

You know what?

I'm so jealous, so freakin jealous. Because I won't get to be in his arms even for a second whereas you get to be for eternity.

The times I dream of waking up to see his face, only you..

Only you will get to see it.

So you're really a lucky girl. 🙂

People laugh at me when I say that I want to marry him. People say that I will never be with him. They never know how much that fact hurts to me.

When they say that he doesn't even know I exist. When they say that being a fangirl has no life. It hurts. really.

But even if I know that fact I still continue doing this things. This fangirling thing.

Because he really means too much to me. I really loved him. I've loved him for as long as I could, not because he is my bias or whatever. I love every bits and flaws of him.

I'm in love right?

It's really amazing what love does to everyone. But everything comes with a price to pay. It's hurts to me to loved him sometimes because I know deep very deep inside in my mind and in my heart that he will never ever loved me back.

Well I know that he loved me but not the love I want. It's just a love for being a fan.

Being a fangirl.

He brings an equal amount of pain, just as much happiness he brings to my life. And I know, you mean the whole world to him.

So.. As much as it's hard to let him go even if his not really mine.

I'm willing to give it a try. Now that he found his eternity..

He found you...

It's time for me to find mine- - oh wait! What I mean is, it's time for me to let him go. It's hard for me to replaced him in my heart.

So,this is the end right? I will let him go now. But before that can you tell him something for me?

I know I look crazy right now but tell him.

I love him. I will always love him. Tell him I'll always be watching him. I will always support him as I always do. Every paths he take I will always there for him.

That's all.

I'm prepared to finally let him go...

I want to be free. Free For daydreaming that someday we will be together.

But let him know that I'm thankful because He entered my life.

I'm thankful that I love him because he taught me the real value of Love. :)

This is my letter and confession to the lucky girl like you :)

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