(Ben's P.O.V)
Yes! I was so happy that Alexa agreed to come on tour with us! I just really hope Jack with come otherwise I know Alexa won't. I'm just going to hope for the best. I really don't think I could cope if she wasn't with me, she means so much to me...I think I love her... I've never said that about anyone before, but this time, I know it's real. I just wish I could tell her, just to press my lips against hers, just to know what it feels like for someone that you love to love you back.
I decided that this was my chance. She came back into the room looking as happy as ever. "I'M GOING ON WARPED TOUR WITH ASKING ALEXANDRIA!"
"Oh my god! This is going to be brilliant Alexa!" I replied, she sat down next to me to hug me, of course I hugged her back. I realise I was going red in the face from how much I was panicking about how much I was overthinking everything, so I pulled away, and leaned my head down, so I was staring at the blue shaggy rug just infront of my feet, which were placed on the white tiled floor.
"Ben? What's wrong?" Alexa asked me, making out that something was wrong, I slowly turned my head so as I was staring into her hazel eyes. Quickly, I lifted my head and pressed my lips against hers. I couldn't bare to pull away to see if she was annoyed with me, but she didn't pull away either. After about a minute her lips left mine. I could see the shock in her face.
"Um... I'm sorry" I said, turning so my head was facing the rug once again.
"Urrrr.... No, it's okay.." She replied, sounding kind of confused of what just happened.
"No, it's not okay. I've wanted to do that for so long! It's not right for me to do that and make you feel comfortable...I'm sorry..." I walked up to my room, not knowing what she was going to do, but right now, I didn't care.
A.N. Sorry it was such a short chapter! I'm really busy, and so it takes me a while to upload, so maybe tomorrow I will right a long chapter to make up for it:3
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FanfictionAlexa hopes for the best for her bestfriend Ben. But how could he have the best if he's not with her? The love of his life, that he could never just tell her that she meant so much to him. Find out if Ben's wishes go up or down and keep reading!
