Chapter five

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(Rider)

When I walked into the room I just couldn't believe what I was seeing.

There was pills all over the floor and faint crying coming from what I think was his bathroom.

When I opened the door my heart just dropped.

In his wheelchair leaning over the sink I saw Marcus washing all the.......BLOOD from his cuts.

I didn't have any time to process anything I just ran over to him and cleaned him up but when I saw the look on his face everything just stopped.

Emotionless, that's all I saw was a broken emotionless face.

I quickly dried his arm and drove him over to his bed.

I sat down on what looks to be a special bed and I just held his and looking at this poor boy sitting right in front of me.

There was complete silence until I heard his horsy voice say something.

"I have severe depression and I've been cutting for two years."

I just couldn't hold the tears back but I have to be strong, strong for him!

"I wish I could say I know what you're going through so I could help but I don't. When I saw you today honestly this might sound cheesy but I fell in love with you. And I know it's definitely not the right time or place to ask but, will you be my boyfriend?"

(Marcus)

He asked me to be his boyfriend.

Messed up, stupid, disabled me!

I feel exactly what he feels I know I don't know him but I know I love him.

I just couldn't believe he asked me.

But obviously I was going to say yes I'd be stupid not to.

"Yes."

He looked a bit confused at first but then it hit him I just said yes.

"R..really you actually want to be with me? Gothic, weird, abnormal me."

"Look at me, do I look normal? No. Normals overrated anyway!"

At the he just got off my bed and kissed me.

HE JUST KISSED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that we just talked and he helped clean my room before my parents saw and we ended up watching films until 22:00 pm.

I didn't want him to go but if he didn't he would have seen the most embarrassing thing about me........ I wear diapers.

Yes I know oooo look you wear diapers! But hay it's not my fault I can't walk to the toilet!

I will have to tell him soon though wouldn't I?

Oh well that's tomorrow's problem.

With that said I just fell asleep and couldn't wait for another day with my new.........BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!

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