Dear Diary,
I can't handle life no more. I am desperate, I have myself only to survive. I only can make those chnages to my life. Yet around the corner I get unwanted surprises. What can I do? I am all alone, no one understand me here. I wish I was in a real home. I lost my parents. I miss my mother, my father and the old me.
I can't live no more. My eyes get watery after seeing them die in my head over and over again. What should I do? I have nightmares,. that I can even hear myself screaming. Im a twisted path to my life. How can I chnage that. I dunno if I have the heart to do so...I am scared, lonely and lost.
Who am I really? Did I desever this? I dunno what to do no more. I am sick, of this treatment. I thought I could find the right family. But I guess not. It takes time does it? Their eyes are like taunting me each time i pass through their doors. I keep saying "I can't take that anymore! I Am tired. Why did you leave me mother and father? " I know, it was all just an accident like they tell me. That you got hit by a bus that was out of control.
Was I bad luck. I am alone, all alone.
I dont think I'll find love. No, I am scare to have someone tearing me apart too. My heart is too fragile to hold more weight on.
Who am I really???...Am I just going to a nightmare?....Who am I??
