Mr. Sartorius

19 | joey.

~ charlottes pov

"joey birlem?" jacob asks staring at me.
"yeah. he's uh-" i look at myself in the mirror, remembering the days joey and i spent here.

"he's my ex boyfriend." i admit, jacob nods his head.
"he's coming back?" he questions.
"to town. he left to go to rehab." i sigh.
"you have a thing for people with drug addictions" jacob jokes and begins to laugh.

i roll my eyes and walk away.
"i'm- sorry." jacob says. i nod my head.
"first guy i ever loved." i tell him "he got addicted to alcohol- NOT drugs." i clarify, jacob just nods his head and looks at me.

"things are gonna be hard for me with him back- he's reached out and called me a couple times."
"did you reply-?" jacob cuts me off.
"well i wasn't just gonna ignore him." i laugh slightly, breaking some of the tension.

"i thought you'd never been in love?" jacob asks me. i sigh.
"i guess we all have our secrets." i shrug my shoulders and walk to the door of my room.
"maybe we should check on alissa." i say.

jacob nods his head once more and walks out my room. i bite my lip as the muscles on jacobs back show though his shirt.

"damn" i murmur at the bottom of my voice.
jacob turns around and stops walking "what?" he asks.
"i didn't say anything-" i lie, laughing.
"okay.." jacob awkwardly frowns his eyebrows.

"alissa?" i shout, as i walk downstairs.
"she's sleeping." jacob whispers as we walk into the living room.
"free time." jacob says and looks at me.

i bite my lip once more, this time on the inside so jacob hardly notices.
"free time." i repeat.
"you know what?" jacob begins, i stare at him.
"fuck it" he says and walks over to me.

he pins me back against the wall and roughly connects our lips. we walk together, our lips still attacking each other, into the hallway.

jacob slips his tongue into my mouth, and pins me against the wall once more. he disconnects our lips for a second and he starts to kiss down my neck. my body trembles at his touch.
this is so wrong. soooo wrong. i'm leading him on, but i can't stop myself.

a moan escapes my lips. i close my eyes and the butterflies in my stomach take over.
jacob moves back up and reconnects our lips, placing his body against mine.

i open my eyes as i feel something press against me. jacob has a boner.
i feel my face flush red.
"oh i'm uh-" jacob awkwardly steps away from me, realising what just happened.
"no. uh, no it's okay." i reply, licking my lips.

jacob looks at me and sighs. "what's happen-"
and just then, there goes the door.

"i'll get it." i say, and walk towards my closed front door.
i turn the key, opening the door. "who is i-"
i freeze. my whole body still.

"lotte" (pronounced "lot-ee") a deep voice speaks. "i've missed you."
my eyes widen at the sight ahead of me.

"j,j... joey?" i say before hearing footsteps behind me. i turn around to face the opposition direction. jacobs gone.

"it's me." joey says, walking towards me. "i'm home." he smiles, and i fake a smile back.

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i finally updated dudes.
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it's one of my faves so far.

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