Stay At Home

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... "Y/n... why does everything need to be a fight with you ?" Justin asks me.
"Because I wanna go out too! I feel trapped inside this huge dungeon while you go out and have all the fun!"
"You think I'm having fun ?!? I work my ass off  to make sure that you enjoy being in this dungeon!" He yells with a look of anger in his face.
"Babe, you go rafting with your friends when you feel like it... I sit here and breastfeed and try to entertain myself."
"Oh, sorry maybe next time I won't get you pregnant." He says casually.
"You're being such a jerk right now!" I cross my arms.
"You implied it." He replies.
"You said it! Those words would never come out of my mouth." I shake my head in disgust.
"Well you agree now?" He grins.
"Justin, if what you're saying is that you wish you never had a kid with me... you can walk out and go have fun with your friends. But don't expect us here when you get back."
"Where are you gonna go? Y/n we're in California! You don't have family out here!" He grins evilly and I look at him with pure disgust.
"I'm gonna say this one last time. If you're saying that you wish you never had a kid with me... you can walk right out that door and don't expect us to be here." I reply to his rudeness calmly.
"I'll be back." He grabs his keys off of the table and walks out.
"No matter how hard things get, a man never and I mean never walks out on his family." I thought about the last thing my father said to Justin when we left for California right after we got married. I shook my head and sat on the couch and waited. The time had hit 10:30, I sighed and got my baby ready for a long night. He was fed and his diaper was changed, little Lucas was ready ! I packed everything into a suitcase and a bag and I took my handbag. I loaded the car and took a piece of paper and a pen and wrote, "I'm glad that I know you're not a man. Goodbye Justin." I placed it on the table where I knew he would see it. I locked the house, got into my car and drove off with my sleeping baby in the backseat. (I know that a lot of you guys would be like ohh kick him out the house but I don't really like that especially since he owns the house and y/n is a stay at home Mom she doesn't do much so kicking him out his own house is something I'm a against) I drove and drove and kept driving until my phone started to ring. I looked at it once I hit a red light and I saw 15 messages from Justin and 3 missed calls. Once it hit green, he called again. I put my phone down and kept driving. I reached my friend's house Kourtney at 1am.
I rang her doorbell with Lucas in my arms.
"Y/n?!? What are you doing here?!?" She lets me in and takes Lucas from me and immediately brings him into a crib she had upstairs whenever I would bring him over .
"I left Justin..." I said following her.
"What happened?" She asks.
"I'm a stay at home mom. I wanna go out you know? He doesn't even take me on dates it's as if I don't exist until the Grammys come around. Any other award show, he goes alone ."
"Well who's gonna watch Lucas?"
"Uhh his mother?!?"I reply and she chuckles.
"Like the woman literally drops a whole bunch of gifts off and leaves, she spends very little time with him and she doesn't even try!" I complain.
"And she's always like, 'Well, if you guys need anything I'm here...'" I say mocking her and rolling my eyes.
"And then Justin pulled some riddle stuff on me and basically said that he wish he didn't have the baby with me!!"
"Pathetic!" She scoffs.
"Even better, I told him if he walks out that door he won't find me and Lucas, you know what this idiot did? He disrespected me. I told him again and he walked out."
"He's so pathetic oh my goodness!" She scoffs.
"Sis!! Who are you telling?" I chuckle.
"He won't come down here though so you're good." She smiles.
"Kourt, what am I gonna do? I don't have a damn job and I can't be a freeloader in your house with a baby."
"Y/n, you're welcome to stay here for as long as you like." She says smiling.
"I love you girl." I hug her letting tears fall.
"I love you too." She squeezes me.
"Now I know you're tired and cold. I got some hot chocolate warming up . You can sleep with me instead of the guest room if you want."
"That would be amazing! I need that comfort." She smiles at me.
That night we caught up on a lot stuff that's been trending and going on and we went straight to sleep after. The next morning, I woke up the next morning and Justin was sitting at the edge of the bed. I jumped and moved back.
"Who knew you would go to the other side in just a few hours..." He smiles.
"Not funny. She was there for me more than you were."
"Hm. She probably was." He looks at my chest that was free of a bra.
"Shut up Justin. We're not like that.Why are you here?!?" I roll my eyes getting up.
"Because, You Must've been out of your damn mind thinking you could leave me with my kid." He grits his teeth and pushes me against the wall.
"Oh,the same kid with the mother you wish you never impregnated?" I ask sarcastically. He pauses and looks away and chuckles.
"You know what, yes! I wish I never impregnated you! I wish I never married you!! I'll just find someone else!"
"So then why are you here?" I ask with a fake concerned look.
"I came to get my kid." He fake smiles.
"Um, no. He's staying with me. You can't even take care of him."
"But my hoes can."
"Justin,if you bring any woman around my baby! I will hurt you in ways you never thought  could be hurt before." I threaten.
"Oh, someone's a little confident?"
"I don't know who you think I am... but I'm not those little white girls you played around with. I stand my ground and I'm NOT scared of you."
"You sure about that." He grabs my jaw and squeezes it but I pull away.
"You see,maybe I could be scared of a real man. But baby... you don't compare which is why I have no fear when it comes to you." I smile.
"I'll be back." He grabs his jacket and leaves.
(Days later )
"Y/n! You gotta see this!!" Kourtney tells from downstairs. I run downstairs to see her watching the news. It was Justin, his hair was damp, his eyes were baggy and red and he looked a mess.
"Y/n, if you're hearing this... I miss you baby. I miss you so much. I know I've done you wrong and I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry! You bring out the best in me and I'm so sorry I just didn't appreciate it. I'll do anything to get you and Lucas back! Anything!" He cries into the camera.
"What a loser." I laugh but deep down it hurt to see him like this.
"Y/n this is serious... you should go see him."
"No kourt, he left ! He left me and Liam and he came here with no apology but demanding more from me. So no, I'm not going back."
"Y/n, I love you and don't take this personal. But get out of my house." She says sternly.
"Kourtney..."
"Y/n you have a husband. A child, a home. You have a life, stop living like you don't have one. For God sakes did you see him up there?!? He's a mess! And it's because of you! Go fix it before the wrong person does and it ruins your family forever." She says tearing up. I gather my stuff and my baby and pack up my car.
"Thanks again Kourtney..."
"Y/n if you need anything come back. Please."
"Are you sure ?" I ask and she laughs and nods.
"Alright bye!" She hugs me and I hug back.
I pull out of her driveway and make my way back home. Once I returned I opened the door and it was quiet. I placed Lucas down and all of a sudden my heart dropped. There were roses everywhere leading to upstairs. I take Lucas with me upstairs following the rose petals and it led to our bedroom. There he was on his knees with a rose in his hand.
"Y/n..."
"Justin..."
"Baby... I'm a mess and you love me through it. I took advantage of the fact that I had you. Instead of showing you off, I hid you. It didn't really occur to me how much you and Lucas mean to me until I slept all through the night without hearing a cry from him. Or hearing you groan while getting up. You two make me whole and walking out on you guys was probably the biggest mistake of my life. I love you unconditionally and there's nothing that can change it. I have some (drugs) here and there and it affects me but baby there isn't an amount of anything that I desire in this world that can take away the love I have for my family and I will work to prove it everyday of my life. I love you,  I love us, I love our beautiful creation and I wouldn't trade it for the world. And now everyone knows that it's just us until we're gray and old." He points toward the camera with tears in his eyes. I cry in his arms.
"Let's not do this again please... it's torture for me." He cries into my ear.
"I love you again..." I whisper.
"I never stopped..."
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Love . Love, is so easily defined because there's simply nothing like it. You can't compare it to anything because there's just nothing that is similar. To be able to cry on someone's shoulder is something so strong, whether you're a boy or a girl. Producing a strong hatred and having that anger towards that person and coming right back to them in the end. Love is there, it hides from some of us, which means we have to be the seeker in hide and seek. Love is here, Love is among us . Just... embrace it 🖤

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