He stole my gf heart!

What do i do?

I lost track of time it was 7:59. My mom had just pulled up into the drive way. CJ was still there!

I told CJ that he could exit out my window and I'll call him when he was allowed to come over int the middle of the night.

We exchanged numbers CJ kissed me goodnight and said see ya later then disappeared.

My mom walked in as he exited and she called me and told me to get my sister for dinner. I went and ate then hours passed by everyone was sleep but me.

"CJ you can come over now everyone's sleep" I called And said.

"Okay on my way" CJ replied.

Not even 5 minutes later he was at my window. I opened it and we laid down on my bed and we were talking. He said "do you love me?" I said "yes this may seem crazy but more then jasper"

He looked at me with a spiked face look.

"Awe your sweet". He then asked "we'll will you go out with me?"

I looked at him and thought for a minute "maybe we could keep it a secret, so yes I will!" he said okay babe.

I got tired and I changed into some shorts and a tank top right in front of him. I laid down beside him and fell asleep with my head on his chest.

After that all I remember was him kissing me. the next morning I woke up in nothing not even under clothes I was scared! It was 6:39 in the morning. An hour before I have to get up. I woke him up and asked "what in the hell happened last night" he said "I'm not sure I think u were doing thing in your sleeps because u crawled on me and fell asleep and I took your clothes off for fun." She said "ok" feeling awkward.

We went back to sleep for another hour and my mom screamed upstairs and said "wake up.'' if your going to school with me taking you. I said "I'm gonna ride the bus with CJ" she screamed up "okay don't miss it" I ignored her.

We got up and he went home to get dressed then came back over. I had gotten in the shower and he was in my room. It was quiet awkward because I heard the bathroom door open I looked out the shower Curtain and it was CJ and he was clothe less!!

He said "you mind if I get in to"!

I looked at him freaked out. He got in anyways. We started kissing a she touch me we'll ya know. I told him to stop so he did and he kissed me again.

I thought to myself why am I doing this!!? I jumped out the shower and got my clothes and ran in my room and locked the door behind me.

As I got dressed I sat down on my bed and began to cry.

CJ called my name and said "what wrong, are you okay?"

I said yes I'm fine as I walked to the door and unlocked it.

CJ said "if I made you uncomfortable I didn't mean to"

I said "its not you" then kissed him. We had another make out session that lasted about another 5 minutes. It was 7:30 and we still had 30 minutes left. CJ was all ready and I went to the bathroom and curled my hair. I looked at the clock and it was only 7:45 I said wow. Then I went in my room where CJ was and he pushed my on the bed and took off my clothes and he said " is this your first time"?

I answered and said "yes aren't you a special little guy" he shook his head as he took off his shirt and pants then his boxers. As he un strapped my bra and slipped off my panties I felt tingly feeling from head to toe he slipped on a condom and said " we will use protection!" I laughed and it had happened I had just lost my Virginity!!"