Chapter 10: Heartbreak beautiful part 1

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Hello my fello wattpaders! I just want to start out by apologizing. I have not uploaded for a couple days. :(

I know sad. So i will probably be uploading more freaquently....yeah. But seriously, I want some votes! and comments!!! and fans! i will fan back! anyways here's the chapter................:)

i might upload another chapter tonight as well............?

We got to my house after some crazy Louis moments. We walk in and the boys run to the living room. I walk in and the boys are wrestling. Niall and Liam are rolling around on the floor. Zayn is trying to break them up, and Louis and Harry look like there having sex......

"GUYS!" i scream

5 beautiful eyes peer up at me with startled looks on there faces.

"MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i scream again

"MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!" the boys scream

"I got the popcorn!"Niall yells

"this way Nialler, boys pick out a movie!" i tell them

I hear scrambling and "hey! we are NOT watching THAT movie! no!!!! no!!! no!!!" from the other 4 boys while me and Niall make the popcorn.

Niall grabs the biggest bowl ever and dumps bags into it. He opens the last bag when it explodes everywhere.

"oh! oh no i am so sorry!" nail tries to apologize

"it's fine Nialler" i say

we both bend down to try to pick up the popcorn when our heads bump.

"oh dang it! i'm such a klutz"

"it's oka Niall"

I bend down to pick up the popcorn again but i slip on the butter and fall onto Niall, who thankfully catches me before I fell.

I look into his eyes, with him returning my gaze. Louis walks in, and me and Niall break apart. Apparenlty Louis is oblivious to everything or he just didn't want to say anything but he didn't make a comment. We pick up the popcorn and walk into the living room. The boys are having problems choosing.

Zayn wants Paranormal Activity 3, Harry wants Love Actually (I watched that movie the other day and all I can say is harry has a dirty mind, but it was cute :)), Louis wanted SUPERMAN!, and Liam wanted Super 8.

"hand me the movies!" i say

the boys timidly hand me the movies. I two behind my back and mix them up.

"Louis, choose a hand"

"what if i choose wrong?" he timidly asks

"its okay just choose a hand" he pointed to my right. I put it to the side and put the other movie away. I grab the other two movies and put them behind my back again and did the same thing. I put the movie Louis choose again to my side with the other one and put the other one away. I put the final two behind my back and mixed again. Louis choose my right hand and I pulled the movie out.

"Super 8 it is" i got a few awww's

"it's a good movie guys!"i respond. I pop it in and walk into the kitchen grabbing drinks and such. I come back out to find that Liam, Niall, Zayn, and Louis on my big couch and Harry on the loveseat......

"BOOBEAR! Why won't you sit by me?" Harry asks overdramatically

"Zayn's comfier!" Louis retorks

Harry pouts. "Lauren can sit by you! I bet she's comfy!"Louis says. Crap. All the color drains out of my face. I look at Harry and he doesn't seem affected by the words. I slowly walk over to Harry and sit down on the opposite side of the couch. My couch is pretty small so it wasn't that far away. The movie started and I started to relax and soon I got tired. I slowly closed my eyes and felt myself lean and my head came to a rest on something comfy, and warm. I cuddle with it and fall into a nice sleep.

*Harry's POV:

The movie is getting kindof slow and people are starting to fall asleep. Niall, Liam, and Zayn are out and......so is Lauren. Her head rests on my shoulder, her hair cascading down her gorgeous green eyes shielded by her long eyelashes.

Stop. just stop. you don't like her....well you do but.....i can't get serious with a girl. I need to find Ren. Ren was my childhood bestfriend that i knew since we we're tikes. She was the best friend anyone could have.....I snap out of my thoughts when Louis hisses my name.

"harry! harry!"

"sorry, what?"

"i want to talk to you, you mind peeling off your new girlfriend and come here?"

"she's not my girlfriend" i huff. I slowly let Lauren off and lean her to the otherside of the couch and pick a blanket from the back of the couch and lay it on her gently. I walk over to Louis who walks into the kitchen. He whips around.

"Harry Edward Styles, you tell me this instant if you have feelings for Lauren this second. You said you wanted to go to America to find Ren"

"i-i, i don't know. I still want to find Ren, but Lauren....she feels......so familiar. a good familiar. she's not a fangirl but.....i don't know.........i think i have feelings for her, but.....Ren....."
Louis engulfs me in a bear hug. I start to cry.

"i-i-i looked for her after we got back from the xfactor tour, but-but-but but her mom said she moved to America. she said it was beca-because someone broke her heart. i didn't realise i-i-i loved her until it was -" i started to sob so i couldn't continue.

"i know curly, that's why we can't destracted with girls right now." Louis explains lightly into my ear. "Let's go try to get some sleep, we won't do anything tomorrow except for look for Ren, k?" Louis tries to calm me. I nod and we walk back into Lauren's living room. I look at her and think, 'she's so pretty, she doesn't know it either. she doesn't know she's beautiful.' another tear slips out and me and Louis lay down.

I rest my head down and i'm about to drift into sleep when I hear Lauren talking in her sleep.

"curly............curly i miss you............."

Curly was the name Ren called me.

*thanks for reading! i know that this story is poopy right now but i'm workin on it! so thanks!

I WANT SOME VOTES, COMMENTS, AND SOME FANS AS WELL!

the song for this chapter is Sam Adam's 'Only One'

the video is on the pictures for this chapter.........it's a good song, listen to it! :)

thanks for reading! :)

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