Nothing can't change it

One More Jerk Till I came Back To You

It been 3 months since the double date and thing got out of hand.

Mike is not around that much and I take care of the kids alone​ - why to have a nanny if the kids are not messy and I have time for them?

I didn't talked with Simon since and I've heard he is in bad situation now, someone told me there are sexual assaults alligitions against him and the people of the show, I don't know about them, I know my Si, he is a good man and I will stand by him when it needed.

Back to my failed relationship with Mike, he had long night phone conversations with someone that he climbed as his PR team, what a bullshit, he doesn't need a PR team he hardly read newspapers or watch TV.

His little girl Shofia told me she saw that Angelica person once and didn't liked the way they touched each other, she told me she loves me and wish it just her imagination and I will stay with her father 'cause she hatead all his exes.

We are in the meeting room to discuss eitj the wedding advicet because I had enough of Mike's bullshit, he talks abwith you Lievthat Kali need the change my image because the move to live away from Hollywood didn't work as good as he thought.

"Didn't work? All the articles thlatvi read about me is about how good mother I am, no one word about the TV roles I had in the last couple of months"

"People still see you as the dronk TV judge"

"At least they are me as a during mother and not a non exciting father"

"Someone needs to bring money home"

I had enough, we all know we live from MY money so I slap him, not his, the last time he payed for anything was two and a half months ago when he took Mosaes to basketball game.

"You bitch! It hurts"

"It hurts even more to hear your lies"

"Stop guys!" The wedding planner is angry with us for not move forward AT ALL with the wedding planing for the last three hours.

"I can't understand why you don't like the red and white flowers in the tables."

"Because it not enough"

"I wouldn't put those big things on every table , it so gross"

"You realize you said no to anything I requested, right?"

"It cause it not right"

"Know I can understand why men are runing from you, you are too bossy"

"And you are too jerkey"

"There us no team "jerky" in English Paula"

"You preform asshole or idiot?"

"I perfared to head island and not your annoying voice right now, I can understand why your third album flopped"

"Get out from my house!"

"I bought this house Paula, you get out"

"I'm leaving with Paula" I heard Hope and Sofia yell.

"You have school here"

"We have school there too, we don't staying with you, lier!!!"

"She is a bitch she turned my kids against me"

I can't believe he makes me the bad person here, I miss Si so much.

They all left the room not before I called the wedding of and started my way to GFK airport.

I already at my gate when my phone rings

"Hi Si what up?"

"Paula, dear it so good to hear your voice on those hard days" I heard Jerry - Simon best assistant voice, something is bad...

"Jer, I am so happy to hear you but why you called me?"

"Let's say some people want to destroy Simon and we want to praper you to the questions you will probably would be asked my media soon"

"I am coming..."

"You mean London? What about your wedding?"

"It seems that I need Si as much he needs me"

"You seems like a duty mother, just like what Eric and Simon need"

I would have laughed if it wasn't the,l saddest thing someone told me in a while.

"They love you, when Lauren left, it seemed to me they are happy because it means you will be back but few months passed and you didn't came and Simon became grumpy and lonely and told me he is angry with himself cause he can't bring himself to call you and beg you to come back"

"I love those two little Brits"

"Simon wouldn't like the way you say it but you right"

"I will call you when I land"

"Two little brits ha ha" Jerry laughter before he want to see what little Eric is up to.