Say you won't let go (2yeon)

Chapter XIV: Two Hearts

3 years ago

"I... I've had enough of it Sana," Nayeon said, "I've had enough of being hurt. It came to the point that sometimes, I blame myself so much I want to die. I've had suicidal thoughts so many times, whenever she outright rejects me. I am not Mina, I don't make her smile like that. I'm not smart like her or can paint like her or can make any boy swoon over me. I know, Jeongyeon doesn't love me now... But how can I unlove her?"

Sana sighs, "You can't unlove someone Nayeon-ah. Once you've loved them, you'll always do which is why maybe Jeongyeon still treats you as someone important. You would always care for them, even if it changed into a different type of love. You can love them less but never unlove them."

Tears came flooding in nayeon's eyes as she realized this, as she realized how Sana is right. Jeongyeon doesn't love her the same. Trying not her voice to crack she asked, "Then h-how? How can I love Jeongyeon less?"

Sana smiled, "by loving someone else more."

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A little more time before lunch, There was knock on Sana's door and to her surprise, It's Jeongyeon. Lately, they've been so many people visiting her. and it all ain't been good.

"Oh, Yoo Jeongyeon?" Sana smiles, "Why're you here?"

"can I come in? I just want to ask you something," Jeongyeon said.

"Alright," Sana smiles, "Come in."

Sana's habit of serving food and coffee to her visitors never fails as she accommodates her long-time friend. Jeongyeon sat on the leather couch in the living room.

"what is it Jeongyeon?" Sana starts as she sat next to jeongyeon.

"I.." Jeongyeon glanced at Sana, "I just want to ask you where Nayeon is."

Sana shuts her mouth as Chaeyoung flashed into her mind. 'Did chaeyoung told her?'

Jeongyeon sighs, "I saw Nayeon on Taeyeon's wedding,"

It was then Sana couldn't say anything anymore.

"I know she's here again, "Jeongyeon said, "and I want you to help to reach her once again, to talk to her."

Sana couldn't say anything, she just bit her lip.

Jeongyeon puts her head down, "It kinda like a dejavu isn't it? Sana?"

"remember when Nayeon disappeared 3 years ago I knocked on your door desperately.. looking for her? It felt like that again, nothing had changed." Jeongyeon said.

Of course, Sana could never forget that. She had never seen almighty Jeongyeon like that before, desperately and pathetically looking for someone. She was wet with rain as she ask sana's where's nayeon, calling her name over and over again while crying.

"Nothing changed, even the way I feel," Jeongyeon says, "so sana please, I know I've done wrong to Nayeon whom I promised to take care all my life but I just want another chance."

Of course, Sana now realizes that she'll probably break the promise she had with Nayeon.

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"Hey,"

There was a smile on the person as Nayeon opened the door. It was rather someone, she always expected to come already.

"Oh Momo," Nayeon smiles back, "What brought you here?"

"My love for you brought me here," Momo winks.