(Flashback)
"If you want the guy to like you back,you should act more feminine"Rachel-Unni said."Feminine my ass"I laughed."You see what I mean now?"she sighed.(End of flashback)
I should be more feminine-like for the boy to like me.In order to fit in,also.From this day forward,I should become feminine,even if it killed me every bit.
I should become someone I'm not,I know this isn't me...isn't it obvious?But,it's for my sake and his sake.But,most importantly...mine!
This will kill me,I'll hate it...but I'll force myself to like it.You'll see...I'll be the "dream" girl that everyone sees...