Slow Down ; { Jelena }

Chapter 19 My Dilemma

It's been two days ever since the incidents. Selena had to rest and miss out on her meeting. Justin was in a dark place.....a dark state of mind. It seemed hope was all lost, all of it.

"same damn shows," Selena sighed.

It was two stressful days in bed for her. Her back was already sore, but she was also weak from all the medication they had given her.
I'm so bored. I definitely need to get better soon. I miss the fashion. She thought. But she stopped and stared, she saw Justin's face all over the t.v. With the headlines,
Justin Bieber is a father.

She was in complete utter shock.

Dumbfounded.

" I have an errand to do Justy, I'll be back in a few minutes."

Jasmine had left and Justin felt nothing. He needed something to give him life again. He needed Selena.

His phone rang interrupting his thoughts.

"hello?" a nearly dead Justin said.

"Hey, its me" Selena's voice was like music to his ears making him feel something.

"Sel," he let out softly. He wanted to see her so badly.  He wanted to touch her, that soft skin of hers. That made him feel alive, like no one else did but her.

"How you been?"

Justin stood quiet, he was suspicious. She wasn't yelling at him immediately. Well, the news was everywhere. Jasmine had to blurt it out and make it so obvious. He had no life.

"I've been better," was all that came out.

"Really?" her tone was different now, she was getting suspicious too.

"yes why?"

" Because when I left, I left you in shock. After the whole kiss...."

Oh yeah, Justin recalled. He smiled, just a little to that feeling he felt of her lips against his.

"........you didn't call me. Now I'm hearing from the news your a dad?" she didn't sound mad, nor disappointed. Just confused, which was a relive to him.

Just a little.

"I'm sorry, I was starstruck when you kissed me I wasn't expecting that" Justin smiled.

"Oh really?"

"yes. That's when I realized I wasn't in love with Jasmine so I had to break up with her. But she broke the news to me that she was pregnant " Justin waited. For Selena to attack him like everyone else did. But there was a long pause.

Really long.

He thought she hanged up.

"I'm shocked, I am. But I will be here for you. Like you have always been here for me."

Selena flashed back to when she was 12 and she ran home crying. Justin always came over and saw her. He picked her up and hugged her. Selena had been crushed after finding out that her secret crush was dating a friend of hers. Justin comforted her and they had a movie night, making her forget why she even cried over that guy in the first place.

Justin was almost in tears. Selena was amazing , just too damn perfect. He wanted to see her. So badly, but she needed to be in Paris. Her dream is important, at least hers will rise as his falls.

"Jay, I lo-" Selena began but was interrupted by a door.

"Justin?" it was Jasmine.

"yes?" he asked trying to block the noise into the phone.