The Truth of it All

The Truth of it All - The Beginning and The End

You might be wondering why

I'm writing this.

Thinking to yourself that

I still care.

You would be correct.

               I do care, but about what?

Who?

I've been friends with her

Since before the beginning of my journey.

She's been there for it all.

Supportive through everything.

What does she see in me?

I regret not being as close to her,

Not talking to her more than I did,

               Not apperciating her as much as I should.

Whether it be helping me through a rough patch,

Okay maybe many rough patches,

Or even sitting in world while she is

Letting me use her charger.

She cares.

I do know one thing though.

I know her.

She swears a lot, really likes band,

Rumble memes, Noah Jackson memes,

Obsessive amounts of tea, endless

Pressure put on her by her parents,

Having to give up clubs and activities,

Or waiting until the last second to do her

World and pre calc homework (Daoust).

And that's just this year (don't get me started on Cowen).

I care about her.

I did a lot of things, but

Nothing compares to the way you made her feel.

You neglected her, were unappreciative, had little to

No communication yet claimed you guys were so close,

So many things.

               She likes to use the word "cunt" to some this up.

She hides certain feelings behind anger.

The fact that she hasn't talked about this

Until now and still holds all of the anger shows that

               You hurt her.

I don't know if you will ever read this,

But if you do, just know to stay away.

You can point fingers all day about

Who did what and what I was going through,

But at the end of the day

You hurt someone I care about

And someone you supposedly cared about.

               There is no coming back from that.

If I am such a bad person, then

What are you?

A survivor?

A coward?

A "selfish cunt"?

All of the above?

I am not angry, sad, nor hurt.

I am just simply informing you.

She is better without you.

I only have one question for you.

If you claim I am some demon with

Dark abilities, then why did you result in leaving her?

Your best friend?

If I never find out it would be too soon.