Sweet dreams princess... [Smut]

Chapter 7

I'm standing in front of the door and sigh.Stay still and don't lose your control. I walk in. Jungkook seats and looks at his phone. Slowly I go to him and lean at the wall. He looks up. "Hey...",he don't know how to treat me. "How are you? ",I try to be normal. "I'm good.The doctor says I can go home tomorrow.",he looks down and seems happy."that are good news!",I clap with my hands and smile. "Then you can put your things togehter.",I say and start packing the things.I feel his view on me but try to ignore it. "Here!",I hold the bag up."thanks...I need to say something.",he looks to me and I don't want to talk about "that"."I will move to jimin.",he says."WHAT?!I mean,wow...",I can't understand it.He smiles."I need to move out from my parents house and jimin offered me live for some months by him.",he says again and I stare out of the window. "mm...I see",I say only."but...there is more about I want to talk with you.",he begins. Slowly I look to him."last time I could not say what I wanted,you know that kiss."how can he say that so casual."Maybe it was a mistake but I can't hide my feelings anymore.",he stares in my eyes and makes a sad face.then he looks down."I don't know how that happend I just...love you...",he looks up again. I get blush.how can I tell him that I like him only as a friend...I stare in his eyes too and just sigh. He stands up slowly and comes to me. I can't move or say something. But I know what he wants to do. He stands close to me and puts one hand on my arm. Slowly he looks up in my eyes and comes down to my lips. "Kookie...I...I don't know if this is right...",before I can push him away the door opens and jimin comes in. He saw us. My heart beats very fast and I push jungkook away.But I can see in jimins face that he is hurt. No,no,no...

He tries to smile and looks short to jungkook."I hope you get well soon.",he says it cold."yes...I will go home tomorrow.You can come then.",he says but not happy too. I don't know what to say and look to jimin but he turns around  and walks out.I stare to the door and become tears in my eyes.jimin..."hey,are you okay?",says jungkook and touches my arm. I push it away and look angry to him."Don't touch me ever like this again.",I say very cold and want to walk out.I don't care what he thinks or feels. He grabs my arm brutal and turns me around and I land in his arms. I can't free me. "Don't be like that...",he says and lets go of me. I look in his eyes and walk out. I look around but jimin is gone. "Oh no...what did I do...",I start shaking and run out. The sun is shining and it's warm. For me it's not a good weather. I walk the street down and remember that I can go to jimins house. I don't know why but I'm very afraid. I go to the house and stay in front of the door. I need to cry because I think about this morning.it was so perfect...why jungkook.WHY. I ring but nobody opens."please jimin...please...",I say and lean my head at the door but nothing happens. I turn around and sit down. I put my head in my arms and I'm lost in my thoughts. Some minutes later I stand up and walk without power the street down. I can't stop crying and say jimins name. Suddenly I hear behind me a brake and that somebody pulls me away. I look completely shocked to that person."Tae...",I say and hug him. I start crying harder and shake. He caress my back."what happend...let's go home.",he says in a soft worried tone and we walk slowly to his house. He opens the door and we walk in. I feel like a baby. He brings me to his couch and sits down."now tell me.What happend?",he looks to me and caress my back."j...j...imin. .",I can't say a word and he understands me."you know what,I will make us a delicious lunch.",he says and stands up."jimin....thinks that kookie and I kissed...He...he saw us...",I say and start crying again. He comes to me again and takes me in his arms."oh no...that's bad...it's okay.we will made it fine again.",he tries to make me happy but I really can't feel anything right now."come on,help we to do lunch.",he says and grab my hand and pulls me after him. We make ramen and he puts cool music from his phone on. "FIREEEE",we sing and raise the spoon up. That makes me really happy again.
We eat our made ramen."it's really good.",I say with a full mouth and tae laughs."I know haha!",we laugh.
After 30 minutes I have enough power to tell him the story. My heart hurts much but I don't need to cry."argh...kookie...he really can't stop when he have something in his mind!",he makes his hands into fists and look straight in front."It's okay.He only feel much for me...",I try to stay behind kookie but tae looks at me angry."stop being so friendly! Maybe you lost jimin because of him!",he sees my scared face and punch hisself."I'm stupid too",he says."TAEE!why did you punch yourself!",I hold his arms down and look to his cheek worried."I'm good don't mind so much. Do you come to the dancepractise today? You can dance too.",he smiles bride and gives me a blow kiss. I laugh."okay,when you want",I say and we wear our shoes on and walk out.
[Later]
We are alone in the room and tae turns the music on."come on.show me what you can do!",he claps.I look in the mirror and start dancing. It feels really great and I feel free. I even don't hear the door. Tae comes besides me and starts dancing with me too. We smile and tease us. With one eye I see a person in the back. I look short in that direction and see jimin... He looks to me not really happy and has his hands for his chest. I stop dancing and look to him. Tae knows what's going on and go slowly away. I can't move and can't look to jimin too."Do you want to tell me...why you...kissed jungkook.",I hear the pain in his voice and my heart hurts too."we...didn't kiss...",I try to say."Don't lie to me.I saw you.",he looks to me. I look up too."But...",he don't let me talk."you know how...much I love you.What do you feel for me mm?",he says."I...I...",I can't say that words that I wanted to say. I love you. More than you can imagine. "We did so much togehter. How can you do that...",he says again and comes slowly to me. I have tears. "Jimin...please don't let me alone...please",know I cry again and look in his eyes.He have tears too but he turns around and walks out."JIMIN...don't leave me...",I run to the door but give up. I turn back and look in the mirror. I hear steps and see tae with jimin.I briden my eyes and look to my left. Jimin looks down. "Please tell him what really happend.",says tae and looks to me. I look to jimin again and now I want to hug him and feel him."I..."when I will say again,that I didn't kiss him he will not believe me."I...didn't accept that kiss from him...",I say and feel really stupid.Tae looks to jimin but he don't does anything."so,he wanted to kiss you.",he says after a while.oh god...I can't let jungkook like this..."I...don't know",I say and know that was the stupidest thing that I say. He looks up."you don't know...okay",he says more to him and leaves. Tae looks to me and makes a questioning face."why did you not tell him the truth??",I look down and blame myself."how can I hurt kookie.He is my friend and I can't...",I say and tae understands."but,you know that jimin is more hurt then before now.",he says."I know...but kookie will move to jimin.I can't make jimin angry on him.",I say again and look to him."ahh,that's the problem...",he thinks about something and the other members come in. I go out and close my eyes. I sigh."how can I tell you the truth jimin...how",I say and sigh again. I hear steps and I open my eyes and look to my right. Jimin leans at the door and looks to me. Oh my god...He was here. I look surprised to him and he just looks in my eyes and then to my lips. I can't say anything. Juna, stop being like this.You need to say it! He looks down."You can't say the truth...why",he asks me now more gently."I...", again he don't let me talk."why do you love your best friends more then me?",he says and looks to me."what? That's not true..",I try to say."and why are you protecting jungkook so much?",I don't know what to say."I don't know what to do too okay. But I want the truth and want you by my side.But I think you know that.",he says and again I hear the sad tone in his voice. He goes in and I stand there like a lost child.
[After dancepractise]
I fall asleep on the floor. The loud voices wake me up. I look up and the members walk away. The door opens again and tae with jimin come out. I stand up and turn around. I don't want that they think I'm stalking them. "Yaa juna, you are here. I thought you were gone.",says tae and puts one hand on my shoulder."come on,we go now.jimin you are coming too or?",he looks behind. My heart flutters."mm...I don...",tae stops him."come on,it will be fun!",he takes jimins arm and mine and we walk to our favourite restaurant. I look short to jimin and his cute soft face makes me blush. How much I want you..
He feel my view and look for a second to me. I look away and bite my lip."here we are!",tae is very happy. We walk in and sit at the table in the middle. Jimin sits in front of me and tae besides me. Jimin and I look down and tae talks."so,what do you want to eat?",he asks and leans his head on his arm. "A soup maybe.",answers jimin and looks to him."I don't know,the same like you tae",I say and look a second to jimin.
After 10 minutes the food comes and we eat without talking. But tae seems to have a plan."I need to go to toilet.",he says and walks away.argh tae.I will kill you...I feel jimins view on me. After some minutes he start talking."tae told me what happend and why you protect him so much",I close my eyes and I'm really angry on tae. "I'm not angry on jungkook...but what I can't understand is,you would let him to kiss you?",he asks me. Slowly I look up to him."no...the only lips that I want to feel are...yours...",I say and get blush. He smiles and looks down."I...feel bad...and I don't want to hurt you or kookie",I say."mm...",he says only and stands up. I look to him and he comes besides me. He looks to me too and smiles. My heart beats fast and I want him. He puts his hand on my cheek and caress it. I close my eyes and my crazy heart is dying. Then I feel his soft warm lips on mine. I put my arms around his neck and I'm very happy. He puts his hand on my leg and takes me in his lap. Slowly he goes with his lips away and we look in our eyes."Even if you would hurt me,my love to you can hide it.",he whispers and I lean my forhead at his."I missed you so much...",I say and kiss him again."aha! Guys,can we go now?",he laughs and winks at me. "Yes...",says jimin and puts me slowly on my feets.
We are at taes house. Jimin grabs my hand. "So guys.I go then.AND,don't do something...you know...",I stop him."TAE!",I punch him in the arm and get blush. I look to jimin and he scrachs his nose and smiles. "Will we go together to jungkook?",asks jimin and looks to tae."yes we can do that.",says tae and smiles bride. He waves and goes in. Now I'm alone with jimin. My heart can't stop beating normal and I look to him. He looks to me too with his cute smile. He starts walking and I enjoy this walk with him. I see my house and don't want to let go of him. He looks to me and I think he knows that."Will you come over to me and prepare the room for jungkook?",he asks.I smile bride and bite my lip.I spring at him and he laughs and lifts me up."Yes,Yes I want that!",I'm very happy and can't stop smiling. I kiss his hair and caress it. I feel his breath on my neck. He puts me down and grab my hand.
In the house we go up and besides the bedroom from jimin is a guestroom."I will make the bed and clean it.",I say and want to start."waitt,I will help you!",he takes the vacuum cleaner and starts cleaning.even this makes him so sexy omg...I put music on and we clean the room.
It's 5.45 pm when I look to my phone. We are lying on the couch and I sigh. I close my eyes and really want to sleep. But I remember that I can't do that. I hear that jimin moves on the couch. I open my eyes and look to the left. He lies  with his head on the backrest and his feets touches my leg. I smile and try to tickle his feets."Oh I see...",I say because he don't reacts. I tickle him under his arm and he twitch."princess...",he says and laughs at the same time. I laugh to and don't stop.In this moment he grabs my arm and pulls me to him down. I bride my eyes and I lie on him. He close his eyes again and tries to sleep.really??I try to stand up but he puts his other arm around me and his legs too. Now I can't move at all. I put my head on his chest and hear his heart beats."jimin...can you let go of me...",I say but he smiles only."no...that's your punishment..."he laughs cute and opens his eyes. I look to him too. He comes with his head to mine and gives me a kiss on my forhead. But I don't have enough and try to touches his lips but I can't."jimin...that's unfair.",I'm really frustrated. "Noo it's not.",he smiles but lets go of me and I straighten myself up.Now I sit on him and look down to him. I lean my head on one side and smile. Slowly I go down to him and kiss him. It feels so good. We kiss with passion. I feel his hands on my back. He goes under my shirt and caress my back. I kiss his neck. I straighten myself up again and caress  his soft hair. We are very happy to have us again.