Author's P.O.V
Today, they didn't have any schedule so they decide to wake up early and planned a one day tripped. Did I say they? Because Jihoon is not with them yet.
"Good morning. I thought today we are free?" Jihoon look at the other member cluelessly because all of the member are busy changing and packing their cloth.
The pink hair quickly run to Soonyoung and look at him for an explanation but he got ignored and it hurt.
"Soonyoung, where are you going?" Jihoon ask again, desperate for an answer.
"We have something to do, without you. So you could go back to sleep now and stop interrupting me" Soonyoung said harshly.
Jihoon choose to seat on the couch and watch the other members leaving their dorm happily. Jihoon feel like something is not right. He feel left out so he call his manager for the answer.
"Hello hyung? Where did the other members go?" Jihoon ask.
"You didn't follow them? They told me that they want to go to the beach today to release their tension" His manager said in a rush. Jihoon said a quick 'okay' before hanging up.
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Jihoon's P.O.V
My tears slowly falling down. Did they consider me as an outsider? Did I said something wrong to them?
Tension? I am the one who supposed to release the tension. Everyday, my breath feel suffocating. I need to produce a good song for our group and our fans and it is not easy. Nobody know how hard it is. Nobody know that I'm dying inside. Nobody including Soonyoung.
I thought that maybe they could understand my struggle. I thought that we are a brothers. But why did they leave me alone now?
I hug my knees and keep crying. I let out all of the tears that I have been kept all this time. Slowly, I started to doze off.
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I wake up due to the loud laughter that the other members did. They are back.
"Did you guys have fun?" I ask them making them startled.
All of them put on a poker face except Mingyu. He look at me with a pity face again. None of them answering my question as if I'm not exist.
Who am I? A broken toy.
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A/n, some of you must be confuse by now on why the hell did SVT ignore Woojii. Find the answer on the next chapt
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I'm Tired || SoonHoon
FanfictionLee Jihoon is tired of his life. Become an idol and a producer is stressful and his relationship with the lead dancer is not helping either. ♡ SoonHoon ♡ Stress, attempt suicide, broken relationship ♡ Happy ending
