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the beating

finns pov

today was like any other day, i go to school and annoy the hell out of grazer. i walk into school turning my head to the side to watch a few girls in a fight. i walk straight and once i can no longer see them, i turn my head forward.

"damn" i sigh to myself.

"hi finny!" i hear as an excited boy walks toward me.

"hey grazer" i smile and grab his cheeks. he makes a disgusted look and swats my hand away.

"you know i hate it when you do that!" he whines.

i shrug and link our arms. the smaller boy looks down at our arms as we walk to our first class. as soon as i walk in i get a wink from one of my classmates. i shake my head starting to get annoyed; i really like jack and i dont want this to be some stupid bet hell get hurt in. jack looks at me with his beautiful brown eyes and smiles before he walks to his desk and takes a seat.

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i look around the room bored out of my mind. my father bursts through the door. hes bright red.

"i just got a call from one of your classmates parents," he taps his foot. "she said something about you linking arms with a boy? would you like to explain why she would think you're a fag like that?"

he walks over and gets close. I can feel his breath on my skin. my eyes are glossy as I feel my skin burn up. a huge ball grows in my throat as I feel like im about to cry. he grabs my arm tightly, enough to bruise it. the man yanks my arm up almost as if im dangling in his grasp. i feel a hard blow to my cheek.

"it- its not..." i sob "it's not t-rue!"

the words and tears pour out of me as i continue to be hit. im thrown to the ground. he kneels over me and spits.

"i will not have a fag living in this household" he grinds his teeth and kicks me a few times before leaving. i lay on the ground curled up, hot tears streaming down my cheeks.

this is literally the only time I will ever update this and even though this is shit I tried but bro its 2 am so leave me alone