I Hate You (Jelsa One-shot)

Chapter 3

ELSA

gosh I hate winter, i'm in a phobia of winter right now (whatever it is called) it's been 9 years and i'm totally leaving this country for the sake of my boyfriend in Philippines yeah a Filipino which is my classmate (he confessed to me) but he eventually left me cause his family is in Philippines and of course I also want to get rid of this winter weather that's why i'm so leaving this country -_- and I tell you Tyler Mark Dimaano is a total hot guy.

"Elsa... are you really gonna leave?" mom said and it got me out of my thoughts. yeah I have a mother right here and she didnt even care about the incident.. she bought me another puppy but I hated dogs now.

"yes mom, I can handle myself in Philippines, I have my job online right?" she nodded and sighed.. like do she even care of me? ugh.. she never kissed me or even accompanied me at school. and where the heck is my dad by the way? well I dont care, it's my moms loss.

-Airport-

I had my scarf and other winter clothes on while I left my mom and moved on the next station. It's snowing and I really want to leave right now. -_- I never forgot that accident thats why i'm going to my boyfriend, he's the only one there for me, relatives? none. even parents dont care, so I think i'll just be with my boyfriends family.

-at Philippines-

I got out of the airport and my face was like -damn-this-heat- feels like I came inside an oven. ugh! I need to be used to this!

the taxi came where my boyfriend is inside and I smiled at him and he did it to me too, I removed my scarf and jacket. then Tyler started the convo.

"so.. how's your life there? are you still mad at winter?" he said worriedly and held my hand. gosh this guy is really a perverted one but I trust him, he's weird and kind but if you really got close to him, I think he'll just rape you? ugh yuck, just no.

"It's never been okay like today." I hugged his arm and leaned on his shoulder then he kissed my forehead.

"Elsa, do you still think about that puppy?"

"yea, why not?"

"well, it's a past accident, maybe you should just forget it and let's go back to your country and live there cause it's totally hot here." huh? why do he even ask it? I mean he's not like this before.

"umm.. why? dont you like to be with your parents?" he looked down and I already sensed something.

"th-they di..died.. a month ago." I was shocked, really? why would I not be shocked?

"....I'm so sorry..." I said softly. I never felt like that since my mom leaves me at the house almost everyday and I got used to it, I never see my dad and I dont even know his name.

"It's okay." then we got out of the taxi and yeah, it's so hot and I saw their house, It has only one floor yet classy.

he got his keys and I got the fact that no one was inside. then after we got it Tyler pushed me at the wall and trapped me with his arms. I was shocked that I got paralyzed there and I realized his lips was devouring my lips passionately. I never liked every second of it and it felt like hell! I pushed him hard but he grabbed my waist and kissed my neck constantly. I screamed at his ears and he finally got to calm and sat down.

"shit you!" I said.

"what? arent you my girlfriend?!"

"I'm tired of you doing that to me everytime we meet! y-you know what it felt like?!! i-it.. was.. like.. I was being raped by a stranger..." a tear fell and he shooked his head.

"look, i'm sorry... after 3 years? I really missed you so much and you're so freaking hot that I couldnt resist it, and that time when you said it's your first kiss and you felt nothing but hell? I thought you never loved me... do you even love me right now?" he stated worriedly.. and now the question 'do you even love me right now?' kept on repeating in my mind and I dont know what to say... ever since I said yes to him I know I love him but...

"I dont know!!" I yelled at him.

"damn you! you should have said it to me!" I didnt get him and I only make the confused look

"what?! you dont understand?! the first time I had you as a girlfriend, I loved you and after some months I realized I really didnt love you cause I only loved your body and then that was the time you said your problems and I got pity on you and tried loving you but I cant! and right there I just go with the flow.." his words washed my brain and the only thing that I think of is 'no one loved you' I walked out the door and I just left Tyler there and I looked at my left and I saw two lights that kept on moving closer then i saw ICE.