I had some rough parts of my life, I've been thought of the girl who has no problem, the one who can get through anything that just keep on smile. Every single day I ask myself why Am I trying to please everyone, I never did anything to make the one of the people that's my closest to my heart hurt me mentally and emotionally. They said that they loved me, I have done nothing but be there for them!! What I have sacrificed for them.
Just because I don't speak up and don't say anything, doesn't mean that I'm anything less then a human being that wants to be loved, to feel emotions. I don't feel as much any more because of my childhood, it has numbed my emotions.
I used tell my mom I'm sorry for not becoming a perfect, obedient daughter. I'm sorry for not being a daughter that you can relate to, and I'm sorry for thinking that you can change and to truly except me.
Even though I did everything thing to please her, but she called me a disrespectful, manipulating little bitch. Then she would tell me to got to my room, while I would be in my room I would question myself if it was true. Then a small voice would tell me that's it's not true and what she calls me is a reflection of what she is.
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Where My True Life lies
FanfictionSo I'm not good a descriptions and it's my first story. Kiyoko went through hell with her mother that didn't see her as a person. Then she discovered the true meaning of life. Now there is a new chapter in her life. She is now finding her true origi...
