Pretty sure everyone hates me...
Thanks🙂
Even though you barely know me
You still hate me🖤
Well, here's one thing you will now
Know about me...
When I was 13 I was bullied... online and at school.
I became depressed, but it wasn't only depression I was thinking about.
I had these suicidal thoughts that I couldn't let go of.
I always tried to not be suicidal but it never worked... I still thought about it..
The ropes, the razors, the edge of buildings.
Nothing helped.
Nobody knew about these thoughts I had.
That was until I almost committed suicide..... I was about to hang myself, but then I stopped and thought to myself, 'was it worth the shot?'.
I stopped.
I hid the rope
Then I grabbed my phone and
Called my aunt. I knew I could trust her because if I told my mom she would flip out on me as usual.
My aunt would always come over to check on me after that day.
We would joke around, watch movies, and dance around...
She was like a BestFriend.
The person you could rely on the most
When I was 14, I changed schools...
I never had those thoughts again... that was until depression kicked in today...
