Why me?

The Phone call

I could tell there was something wrong with my dad the way he looked at me the way he touched me but i didnt see anything at all hes my life sake the one thats apost to protect me when from little boys but no he ended up doing the things little boys thought about doing he raped me and took the most precious (no pun intended) thing ever my virginity but let me start from the very beginning were I should have noticed he wasnt right with god lets start from the very top way before me and my provider actually spoke in person lets start with are very first in counter lets start with the phone call.

I remember the phone call like it was yesterday like I remember the song I sang him the tiers I shed when I first heard his voice I was so happy and thrilled to hear his voice this is how the phone went.

An: My Accusers name in the book will be James pay close.

It was night time I was in my room watching tv I don't know what I just know I was watching tv

¨Precious!¨ My Mother yelled in for me to come here I walked into her room.

¨Yes mama." I said walking into her room

¨ There's someone on the phone for you.¨ My Mother said

¨ Hello?¨ I said wondering who it was

¨ Hi Precious.¨ The person said on the phone I could tell it was a guy because the voice was deep and low like guys.

¨ Who is this?¨ I asked still wonder as I looked at my mom confused

¨ Precious in your father.¨ The man now know as my father said

¨Hi dad.¨ I said with the utmost joy

¨Precious how are you baby girl.¨ he said

I was so happy to talk to my father I never meet him until some years later and I heard a lot of bad storeys like how he abused me when I was a baby but i never believe them i believe it was his girlfriend and she did it i was so happy it was the best day of my life i tell ya the best I sang him a song I made just for him if I ever meat him and it went like this:

I love my daddy yes I do

I'm so happy to finally meet you

I love my daddy yes I do

daddy I love youuuu

An: don't judge I was a little kid ok happiest day of my life ok

But he had to go and I didn't hear from him some years later never again to hear the voice I once didn't know until some years I waited hoping he would return again.

That is my first chapter I am just giving you the points to were it led up to the chapter are short I must admit but hey why not have short chapter when I have a long tale to tell.