Oh ya I forgot to share one thing about manic episode. As you guys have known that in manic episode everything is exaggerated,,,, it forced me to be depressed too. Okay you might be lost but here’s one example. I am a social animal and I am not afraid to share this with you guy. Tho I am not an extreme attention seeker, I just love to be around people. No, I need to be around people. I breathe the air of friendships and family. Henceforth, I tend to be heavily depressed (which I kinda incapable of crying thanks to bipolar). Yes I know you might have seen me being alone most of the times. But that has nothing to do with your fault, fellow friends. I choose to. Cuz the best way to overcome a problem is by facing it. I am the weakest when im alone (tho u might not see it). So I chose to be alone so that I get used to it and I can actually fight this bipolar shit. So don’t feel guilty.. friends. I still love you and yes I miss you. I just like wanna rub each of your pussies and cup your balls. K just kidding.
More bipolar…. Ever heard of schizophrenia? We have jargon for that. Its called psychosis. And I kinda have it to. Not to be confused with skitzoo, a bipolar person might hallucinated of something happening and he/she cant really differentiate it with reality. Fortunately it never happens to me, but, I used to have voices in my head. I know it’s like in the movie where you hear voices. But this is da realest thang I’ve ever experienced. To clear things up, I aint a religious man so ghost is not something I really take it seriously. So when I hear voice in my head, I never thought of ghost. Its this shit called bipolar messing around. So thats basically bipolar to you.
