Blurbs

Memories

It seems that when I remember something, a certain feeling or smell or some bullshit "aura" that makes me feel the memory in a way that's not just remembering.

When I do something that I did in the past (that had some importance) it seems that I feel or think or smell or taste or whatever the "feeling" was that I associate/associated with that memory or thing that I did. I feel not necessarily what I felt then, but what I felt now and did not realize that I was actually feeling then. Confusinging, I know.

It's like when you play a game or remember the swing you built in the park, and a tingle of senses washes over you like a wave of emotion and sensation unlike what you would feel during other less or maybe even more important memories.

The "feeling" you (maybe just I) get when you remember something, may be because that is something that mattered in your life. Something that made you happy or just feel good in general, something that made you who you are today or at least had some contributing factors.

The feeling so undescribable that these short paragraphs have nothing on what the feeling is actually like. There is not yet a word in the English language to describe the true feeling of one's memories.

THE FEELING OF EXISTENCE.