~ Ignored ~
•Your POV•
I never realised this sooner, im so fucking stupid! why didn't I noticed this early?! I'm nothing to him! he never really care for me! heck I don't even know if he love me! I sigh deeply when I entered his room. Now this really hurts me, he said that he never needed anyone just me, he said my blood belong to him, he said he doesn't want anyone but me! but why does he suddenly sucking yui's blood?! am i not enough?! my tears flows down freely, i cried enough for him, this time I forced myself not to cry anymore, I've suffer enough, he treats me like im a nobody.
"shuu?" my voice crack a little but I don't care, his attention snaps at me, i never called him by his name, i called him babe and he really love it when i called him that but...
"y/n? what do you need?"
he ask as if he's not hurting me. i bit my lip then shook my head.
"nothing. please continue, I should go"
I smiled to him, i turn around fast that's the que of my tears to flows down again.
I don't want this feeling. I've been ignored by my family when i was a child, shuu knows it and he promised me that he's not going to do what my family did, I guess promises are meant to be broken.
"sweet-chan? why are you crying?"
laito ask blocking my way.
"laito!"
i hug him tightly as i cried harder at his chest. he hug me back while rubbing my back gently, laito never did something perverted on me because he said he has this feelings that he needs to respect me so when i have my problems sometimes he's the one who's comforting me.
"sweet-chan please stop crying you're making me cry"
he whispered softly, i felt him carry me bridal style then teleport us somewhere.
"rest sweet-chan, you'll feel better, shhh im here"
he said as he cuddle up with me in his bed, I didn't protest though, my heart is aching. Im still crying hard, he pick yui over me? is that what he wants? then fine! Im tired, you won. then i felt my eyes became heavy...
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"please don't ever forget that i love you babe"
I whispered sweetly as he pulled me up to his chest.
"how can i forget? you're always reminding me my love"
he chuckles sexily.
"just please if you're tired of loving me, let me know ok? so I'll let you free then."
i said in all seriousness.
"are you giving me away to the other girls?"
he ask looking down at me.
"no! ofcourse not! it's just that, if it's not from your mouth that you're not happy anymore then I'll never let you go! even if it hurts"
i whispered the last part, he glared at me then said.
"I won't do that ever! you're the best thing that happens to me"
he hug me tight then kiss my forehead.
sweet----
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"sweet-chan? wake up! we have classes!"
I heard someone said as they shake me. huh? oh shoot! school! ohmygosh! I quickly stood up. quickly saying a thank you to him.
I sprinted down to our room. ok i can do this, act normal y/n. now im weird talking to myself!
"where were you?"
suddenly a voice spoke as I gathered my uniform.
"somewhere"
I replied simply then get inside the bathroom. i strip myself then went for a little shower then dressed in my uniform. i put my hair up into a messy bun then get out only to see shuu glaring at me. i gave him an emotionless stare then walk out to the room.
"good evening"
yui greet me as i walk through the hall (sorry if you like yui)
"bitch"
i spat then rolled my eyes. she knows that we're in a relationship but she's still pestering shuu about anything. as I enter the limo everyone greets me.
"hello! sweet-chan!"
"hi dolly!"
"you look great today"
"you smell amazing"
"hey y/n you ok?"
subaru ask as he took a seat next to me. beside me is laito as well.
"yeah just tired"
i smiled at him. i laid my head into laito's shoulder only for shuu to glared at him. he's sitting across from me, ofcourse in his side is yui and kanato.
I close my eyes as i felt shuu's eyes on me.
"shuu? can you teach me how to play violin?"
i heard yui said in her sweet voice, pft. fucking great move. I volume up my music so I won't hear their conversation. the limo soon stop then we step out one by one, each fangirls screams along with "my" fanboys.
"y/n! can you go out with me now?!"
"I love you so much y/n!"
"we can make a cute babies"
"aaaaaahhhhh! y/n! kawaii!"
that's a few of my fans said. i waved at them while continue to walk. As much as possible I avoided shuu, when he's about to talk to me I'd walk away, when he's about to approach me I'd walk away, he can easily trap me right because he is a vampire? huh! no! i still find my way to fucking walk away. I don't want to hurt myself anymore, I never chase him around just to get his attention anymore, i never started a conversation first and i never tell him sweet things anymore even tho he doesn't reply sometimes. this is what he wants right? yeah it is. it's been three days since i got tired.
"don't try to walk away again y/n, im serious"
he said looking down at me, I scoffed then turn around just for him to yank me back to face him.
"im fucking serious y/n! why are you ignoring me?!"
he yelled at me
"oh? im the one who's ignorant now? how does it feel? i feel even worse than that heck im surprised that you notice me ignoring you!"
I yelled back breathing heavily.
"who's the fucking new guy?! tell me! I'll fucking kill him! he can't take you away from me! you're mine!"
he yelled angrily, wow? i never saw this obsessed side of him.
"fuck you! you're the one who's ignoring and choosing another girl over me! it hurts me so much that i can't take it anymore! you asshole! it hurts me to see you ignoring me! it hurts me to see you with yui! am i not enough huh?! why can't you just tell me that you don't want me anymore! why do you kept hurting me!"
i punch his hard chest with my fist while crying 'again' i bit my lip as he hug me tightly.
"please y/n don't ignore me, it hurts, I didn't knew that you're feeling like that, im so so sorry but please don't leave me babe you know that you're the only girl that i want. yui is nothing, you're my everything y/n! please im begging you I can't imagine you without me. I'd kill myself if that happens... pls i love you, i love you so much."
he knelt down hugging my waist as he spoke while crying, yes sure I've seen shuu cried before but not like this.
"shuu please stand up"
I close my eyes inhaling deeply.
"no! if i let you go you'll leave me!"
he yelled through the fabric of my uniform, i still manage to understand him.
"please shuu, don't do this to me..."
I whispered. he looks up at me with his teary eyes, he looks lost...
"i love you y/n..."
I knelt down to get into his level then kiss him sweetly.
"I can't resist you babe, you're too special for me but please don't do that stuff again shuu"
I whispered while rubbing our forehead together.
"im so sorry for hurting you my love, im scared to loose you, I love you y/n"
he whispered back then peck my lips.
"Iloveyoutoo babe"
i smiled at him... I guess if you love each other no one can separate you 👫👑💝
~ End ~
