My Original Stories

Dear loved one,

The one I love
Is somewhere
Deep within himself
He's so lost
I can't seem to call him
His replacement
Has killed me mentally
He's a monster

My loved one
You have abandoned me
You've been replaced
You left me with a monster
When are you coming back??
Are you going to come??
When I'll be taken
Under the wings of internal sleep??

I always thought
"What have I donne to deserve this?"
"Why are you treating me like this?"
"Have I donne something to make you mad?
If so please forgive me!"
I prayed every day crying
begging to be taken
I was suicidal for fuck sakes!!

At that time
I was young wanting to be loved
I had problems
That the young adults had
I thought I was ugly
I thought I was this and that
I thought of so many things
That destroyed me

The cheerful girl at school
Was a crybaby at home
Praying in the dark all alone
The girl singing with a smile
Was also a girl
Singing with tears in her eyes
The girl you thought was the happiest
Was actually the saddest

Why are you soo cruel to me
My dear loved one??
You were there the day I was born
We laughed
We talked
We spend a lot times together
But at some point
Everything stoped

Today
No playing
No talking
If so
Yelling
Screaming
And then Tears
Only falling on my cheeks

The day You'll be reaching for me
I won't be there with you
You said you didn't need me
When you'll be needing me
I won't be there for you
This is what you get
When you make me go through hell

The end!