100 Writing Themes

{5} Seeking Solace

Utaite_fan-girl take this as a one shot until I finish my lemon.

Nqrse x Pinko
Utaite
[A person who covers songs on a website known as Nico nico douga]

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Faint beeping sounds filled the room, an unsteady and unpredictable heartbeat was shown on the monitor. On the pure white sheets was a young girl, lying in a coma like state. Her eyelids blinked every few seconds, the only movement in the cold empty room covered in darkness. Her voice couldn't be heard, her legs couldn't move, her warmness was slowly seeping out of her.

At last, the door opened with a loud squeak. A nurse entered as well as a male with pink hair holding some flowers. Who was he again? She couldn't remember. He was a lost memory in her hazy brain, something she wished she could remembered but the haze never did clear.

"I'll leave you two," the nurse said and closed the door, leaving the said two in the room. The male walked towards the table next to the bed and placed the flowers inside of the vase. He grabbed a chair from the corner and pulled it next to the bed.

"Hey Pinko, do you remember me?" He asked and gently held her hands. He lightly squeezed her hands like he was afraid she would slip away. "Nqrse, remember? The doctors said you might not remember much so I figured you've forgot my name too."

'Nqrse? Who is he?' Pinko curiously thought. She stared through her own empty eyes in her mind. 'Is my name Pinko?' she turned behind and saw her "friend".

'Yea, you idiot,' Nightmare scoffed.

"I'm sorry for causing you to become like this," Nqrse bitterly said and looked downwards. "I'll apologize to your face when you wake up. You better wake up okay? Don't keep me waiting stupid." Those final words came out like harsh, yet Pinko felt like he was that type of person.

'Hey Nightmare. Who is he?' She asked the other again. Her curiosity was getting the better of her.

'The man who caused you to became like this.' Was the only reply.

'Can you be more specific?'

'....... Fine'

~A day before~

"I can't believe you! You had a one night fling and you thought it would be okay?!" Pinko screamed and pointed accusingly at Nqrse. "I trusted you! I never thought you would something this disgraceful to me!"

"Well you're such an idiotic girl who can't read between the spaces! I don't even know why I went out with you in the first place!" Nqrse frustratingly yelled and advance a step closer to the girl. "You're a stupid, crybaby, shameful girl! You mean nothing to me! You know what? This is over! We're done!"

"We're married you idiot! We can't just break up like that!" She argued back.

"I'll get the divorce papers! Before that, I never want to see you again!" He shouted.

"Fine! Suit yourself!" Pinko threw her marriage ring at her husband's face and walked out the house. In her haste get away, she didn't realize where she was or where she was heading until a loud honk was coming her way.

"Wait! PINKO!"

That's all she heard before everything turned red. She could faintly hear the sound of ambulances, a man holding her and whispering something she couldn't hear, rushing and screams of friends.

Wait

Who were her friends?

Who was her husband?

Who was [her]?

'That man.... is the one I love?' Pinko managed to croaked out. 'Who was he...... Nqrse! Nqrse! It's me! Pinko!' She slammed against the invisible wall that prevented her from getting close to the man she loves. It was all to no avail as he didn't hear.

'Give it up,' Nightmare sighed and grabbed a hold on Pinko's shoulders. She pointed at Nqrse who's hair was now covering his face. 'Listen to him.'

"I don't want it to end like this." Nqrse quietly muttered. "It was a mistake. I didn't mean what I said. You're important to me and I just let it all go. If god does exist, I want him to give me another chance. I don't... want you to leave. Not yet. We promised to grow old together, stay together, will all those words go to waste?"

The man let of her hand and placed his head on her chest. He could hear her beating heart still but it was unsteady. He stared at her eyes like when he saw hers when they're colors were fainting away. He kissed her lips but they were as cold as a corpse.

"They said you had a 0.1 in a 100 chance to wake up. I'll pray for that small chance so you'll wake up. Don't let me down okay?" He made a small grin before the door opened again, leaving her in an empty room again.

'Tell me the truth, Nightmare. What happened before the fight.'

'.........'

'Tell me!'

'Okay okay!' she exclaimed. 'You two were talking with Bold and Mafu before and Mafu caused Nqrse to be jealous, causing the fight afterwards. You also admitted that you cheated on him before!'

'No..... way.' Pinko slummed onto the floor, staring at her counterpart. 'Who.... are you?'

'As my name applies, your sweet sweet nightmare that will make everything worse. Feel better now hun?~'

Inside of hospital, a conflicted girl and a crying boy had to face reality and the consquences of everything. The girl lost her sanity and the boy never did move on. 

She was his comfort from times, he was her comfort was everything. They relied on each other and hated each other. Loved each other yet depised each other.

"In our next life, could we meet again?"