it's been four months since ashton attempted suicide.
four months since he left his girlfriend.
four months since he left the band.
four months since he lost himself.
four months since he felt something besides sadness.
four months since he truly felt loved.
four months since he'd faked being happy.
four months and he's recovering.
four months and he's smiling.
four months and he's not faking it.
four months and he's in love.
four months and he's happier then ever.
four months and he's himself again.
okay this is definitely gonna kill me bc writing about a sad ashton is a sad time but this is basically based off the songs when you see my friends & hold onto me by mayday parade (im kinda obsessed with them) but feedback? ty babies!! ilysm!!
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when you see my friends // irwin
Fanfiction"why'd you do it?" "attempt suicide?" "yeah." "life really sucks." "tell me about it."
