Lies in dark secrets

"Why do you gotta be so Stubern mallisa! just put the dang thing on" I shouted.

Todays been a tough day mom is sick and dad is off on the raod again. Its hard being the oldest sometimes. But if we're being honest I'm not a good girl, smoking weed and getting drunk at parties is my life. I'm artistic with drawing and painting but nothing more.

As I walk down the hall to the kitchen I see my baby brother trying to reach something off the counter.  what a joy..

"Joey what are you doing?" I asked, but I guess I scared him 'cause he jumped and fell off the stool when he heard me.

"Uhhhh nothing." He said, with a mischievous tone in his voice. I didn't believe him but, eh. I just let it go, it's not my responsibility to watch over him. I left the kitchen leaving my brother behind I didn't really care, all I wanted right now was to smoke my thoughts away.

"ABBY! !" I heard my name being shout from the front door, but before I could turn to see who it was I was already snuggled tightly in John's muscular arms.  I loved this feeling, I loved the feeling of having him hold me and be close to me. He kissed my cheeck and said he was gonna go check on my mom. As he walked down the hall I watched him walk away, my eyes started roaming his nice back and firm legs--honestly, I drool over him sometimes.

I was brought back to reality by my sister, Mallisa. She looked at the ground twiddling her thumbs, she stared up at me embarrassed and said, "There. I did as you said, I put the dress on... does it look alright? "  I smiled and nodded my head "It looks great, makes you look slim." She blushed and skipped to her room.

Mallisa wasn't that much younger than me. She's 14, and I'm 19, about to be 20. She's a good girl after all, always getting good grades. Once in awhile a C, but usually nothing below a B.

My thoughts were disturbed by Mallisa's yelling for me to hurry up or she will be late for her date. I grabbed my keys and yelled to anyyone who would listen that I would be back in a few. I then hurried myself out the door to my car.