isaac lahey imagines (f)

four

warning: suicide mentioned. if you ever need to speak, i'm always here. always. no matter what. love you all. please skip this chapter if necessary. i love you.

i sit in the corner of the room, crying silently. with everyone's werewolf hearing, i don't want them to hear me. i asked to be excused in the middle of a pack meeting, and went to the 'bathroom'. i went to scott's bedroom, sitting in the corner, thinking about what i am.
i'm a seer, so it's hard for me to not make all of the beacon hills 'villains' capture me and take me, because of my special ability. i know i have scott, and isaac, and everyone, but, will there ever be a day where they're not there and i get taken?
suddenly, i scramble from the more obvious corner of the room to the bathroom, and lock the door. i hear walking commence outside, which makes me panic, because, quite frankly, no one has ever seen me cry before.
"(y/n)?" i hear, from outside.
"go away." i say, violently wiping away tears from my face.
"look, (y/n), it's isaac. i could smell sadness and fear, so i was worried and came up here." he explains, sliding down the door.
"i don't want to hear it isaac, i'm going to get killed anyway because i'm a stupid seer so why not die now?" i sniffle, hiding into my shoulder.
"(y/n) (y/l/n), don't you ever say that again. you are special, you're powerful, and you're everything. please, for the love of god, come out." i can now hear isaac is crying too, so i silently climb up, and unlock the door. the door opens forcefully and i'm immediately wrapped in someone's comfortable arms.
i feel isaac put his head on top of mine, as i sob into his chest.
"i don't see the point anymore." i muffle, shuffling outside with isaac.
"how do you think lydia feels? a banshee? so special, so amazing, and she copes fine. you should too. i'll protect you." he replies back, grazing his thumb against my hand.
"i'm sorry." i choke, tears running down my face.
"it's okay! it's not your fault. i promise." he says, wiping away the tears evident on my face and looks
into my plain, boring eyes, and i look into his ocean eyes.
"don't, ever, think like this again. i love you, with all my heart, (y/n)." isaac says, staring at my features.
he leans in, and we close the distance why softly kissing each other.
to be honest, i have had a crush on isaac for about a year now, and we've become the best of friends. now it's finally happening, our lips fit together like two jigsaw pieces lost at the bottom of the box.
we pull away, and i smile.
"you made me feel better." i laugh, he laughs too.
"i'm glad."