Help. Sombody please. I cant. I cant do it anymore. I've been working on this fucking thing for school for three fucking months and i still fucking lost. My mom is telling me to sleep in my bed instead of the couch but my bed is so uncomfortable and i get anxiety and bad memorys when i go in there. Thats why i only go in there when i need to. I have no friends whatsoever. Everybody in school says that their my friend but their all fucking fake bitches. None of the teachers give a goddanm shit. They say they do but they dont, thats just their job. My best friend is in fucking new hampshire, and she's not coming back. Her boyfriend misses her and wants to talk to her. Since im her boyfriends friend he's asking me if he can talk to her through my phone but the only time i see him is at youth group and school and i dont have Wi-Fi at either place. One of the people i love most is suicidal and her parent's hit her and she's not awnsering. My grades are going down, im gonna go to summer school again. My moms forcung me to see theripists and go to karate cause it will be 'beneficial'. Im have a crush on my ex that i dated a year ago, wich just has to be my best friends boyfriend best friend. Now i have to people that i'm thinking about asking out. Bullshit. I dont give a shit, i just want to live. I swear im gonna break anyday now.
