Key term: Y/T/N - Your Teacher's Name
R/C/N- Random Chick Name
Imagine you and Chandler have been friends since you moved to Georgia. It was weird how you guys met... In the girls bathroom but that's a whole nother story. You were a depressed high schooler and he was an actor on the show The Walking Dead, doesn't really mix right. But Chandler managed to help you through everything. He was becoming for popular at school nowadays so he ended up hardly talking to you there. Y'all still hung out at his house playing videos but you knew it was only a certain a amount of time before that stopped. The though of him forgetting you was hurting you more than the other thoughts were.
Days passed and he started getting really quiet when you guys hung out. He was normally really loud and always yelling at the video game... Helps you win he would say. You would laugh and role your eyes as you still kicked his butt. The silence was getting to you.
"What's wrong." You said trying to block out the irritation sound in your voice.
"Nothing, I'm fine." He answered back not even looking at you.
"Chandler I'm serious what is wrong." I asked again.
"Nothing god damnit I said I'm fine why can't you just leave it at that!" He yelled at you.
"Because I care about you ok. You know what I'm sorry for even caring." You said back trying not to lose ur temper.
"I think you should leave." He said coldly.
You start to tear up but you hold them back till you reach outside. You have no clue what you did. All you did was care and he snapped. You walked home alone in the dark blasting music not caring what happened around you, Still crying.
Days passed by and you skipped school everyday. You were playing hooky and making yourself throw up so you didn't have to go to school. You really didn't want to see Chandler for a while. You hadn't received a text from him since you left his house that night.
It was Thursday and you decided you should go to school to pick up your missed work and everything. When you got on the bus you went to the seat that you and Chandler shared everyday, but he was missing. You sat down and blasted more music, you let the morning wind from the bus windows blow your hair around.
About 10 minutes later when you finally reached the school you went to your locker and then your first class which didn't start for another 20 minutes. There was poems and other writing all over the room, they were all somewhat sad so you guessed we were working on the poetry unit this week. The bell rung and everyone started pouring into the class. They looked at you and whispered to one another.
"Alright then let's get started!" Y/T/N said.
"I'm glad to see Y/N decided to join us today." She continued, you rolled your eyes at her comment.
"You came back and I half expected Chandler to be here too." She said rudely.
"Miss Y/T/N... Chandler is in the hospital and won't be here for awhile." R/C/N said.
"What!" You almost scream.
"Why!" You continue.
"You don't know?" A popular girl said all snobby. Then laughed.
"OBVIOUSLY NOT!" You yell.
"Y/N please calm down it's okay." Your teacher said as she put her hand on your arm.
"DO NOT FUCKING TOUCH ME!" You yell as you stand up.
"WHY IS HE IN THE HOSPITAL!" You scream hoping for an answer.
"Umm he umm tried to kill himself." The R/C/N said quietly.
You run out of the class room and out of the school as people yelled your name. Tears falling down your eyes like the a water fall. You didn't know wether to run home and get a ride from your mom or run to the hospital miles away. You decided to get your mom and make her drive you there. Once you were at the hospital you at calmed down a bit, still tears though. You felt like it was all your fault for leaving when you should of stayed. You ran into the hospital and to the room your mom told you to go. Many doctors and nurses tried to stop you but you kept running. You reached his room and you heard the heart machine making it's beeps. There he was all sweaty with death surrounding him. "I'm so sorry. I'm so so so so sorry." You cried more at the side of his hospital bed.
You heard him whisper but you could hardly make out what he was trying to say. "What?" You ask.
"It's not your fault." He whispers. His voice was all raspy and different.
"Nononono, it is my fault, I should of stayed and if I did you wouldn't be here." You say as you try and wipe your tears away.
"Y/N" Chandler said.
"Yeah," you answer
"I love you," he says as he reaches for your hand.
You give him your hand to hold. "I love you too Chandler."
*beeeeeeeppp* then the machine went dead. You started to cry more and more. The doctors came rushing in and one of then pulled your non-moving body out of the room as they tired to get his heart beat back.
You slugged down on the floor of the hospital and didn't move. This didn't help that you were already depressed to begin with, who knew Chandler was too. You had stopped crying and you still hadn't moved. You were numb, you felt nothing, your mind was completely blank.
Your mom had a few people pick you up and carry you back to the car. You didn't speak, or fuss with them. Your mom took you home and walked you to your room. You laid on your bed waiting. Your stomach was growling, you had a major headache and you were so tired. Your mom had a late shift at her work so you had to get up. You groaned and finally got off your bed. You made it downstairs and to the kitchen. The fridge had nothing good in it like always. You grabbed the peanut butter, jelly, and Bread and made a sandwich. It just sat on the counter and stared at you. It made your stomach twist as it brought up memories of Chandler. You didn't want to live without him. Everything made you think of him. You saw the block of knives and grabbed one. You held it in your hand for a few minutes. 'Am I Insane for wanting this? Should I do it?' Your thoughts were running wild by this point. You laid down on the kitchen floor and placed the tip of the blade to your stomach. "I love you too Chandler" you said out load and then. It was over. No more living without the person you loved, no more sorrow for you, no more sad, depressed, days alone. You were finally with him.
Author's note; YAY i finally wrote a new imagine XD This one kinda hits home but yeah... It was requested that the You part died and i made it like a Romeo and Juliet take. Hope Y'all like it. Probably going to upload a few more by sunday but i won't be home Friday and Saturday cuz band. Don't forget to vote :) and keep reading. Always taking requests :D and comment whatcha think about dem. Love y'all lots.
-Mekenzie
