The Story Of The "Normal Girl"

How it all began

I woke up from the sound of my alarm at 6 in the morning, at first I had no clue why. Then i remembered.....time for the first day of middle school. I wonder who's going to bully me this year? At least i'll have my friends with me.....for now. I got ready for school wishing i could disappear go somewhere new, turn it all around but even if I tried it would be the same but worst I'd have no friends. I got my breakfast knowing full well i wasn't gonna eat it. When i got to school my friends where waiting for me excited to be together again. They didn't understand why i was dreading this day, they didn't know i'm always bullied, or that i have depression Iv'e hide it from them for along time. I acted happy to be there but i was terrified, i wanted to scream for help, for them to understand me but they would never understand me. I didn't talk much that morning I just sat there waiting for the bell to ring so I could pretend to listen to the teachers, so I could pretend to be okay, to be normal. Then it all changed. I meet him. The first person to talk to me. He was perfect. Such a happy guy, so handsome in my eyes at least.  He didn't talk to me often though he was busy making everyone else happy. But when he did talk to me he would make me laugh I felt normal, like i was gonna be okay. It was fun being around him. It was fun to feel normal. It was fun to think i was gonna be okay. But it didn't last long.......

So that is the first chapter i'm probably gonna make some changes to it, but if you read this please give me feed back, and if I should continue the story.