I look down at the stupid damn plastic stick.
"Shit" I say when seeing the results
"Shit, shit, shit" I say again.
I never wanted kids. Not now not ever.
I barely remember any of it. I remember my friends ash, nick and Sam all wanting me to go to this party with them in the neighbouring pack. It was to celebrate some wolfs birthday or something.
I don't really like other packs so at first I said no. But I love parties so I went.
I remember drinking lots as usual and smoking and then dancing. I felt someone dance with me, there were sparks and then I remember stairs and then this huge awesome bedroom.
I remember waking up alone and then sneaking out the window and leaving.
Now here I am not even knowing who the father is and I am pregnant. Great.
I would go to the pack doctor to confirm it but he and I used to date so it is awkward.
Don't Judge I had a thing for older men. And I mean I was fifteen and he was only twenty one. Ha my uncle grounded me for months.
Oh well, totally worth it.
I then remember that there is also a doctor just for alphas and betas and their family.
Wow I've never been so glad my uncle is alpha.
I go to the small white building that's our hospital. It's inly a five minute walk from the alpha/beta house.
I arrive and it's empty. I walk past Ericks room hoping he won't see me and as luck would have it he must be with someone because the doors closed.
I walk into Alice's room and see her typing at the computer.
"Hey" I say
"Oh hi there Amelia how can I help" he asks
"I think I'm pregnant" I tell her
"Oh" she gapes
I wait for the shock to pass
"Right this way" she leads me to the room that I remember coming to with my aunt.
She gets me to pee in a cup but I bluntly refuse so instead she takes some of my blood.
She then gets me to lie down.
Because werewolf pregnancies are different to human ones our pregnancies only last four to die months. An you can find out you pregnant as little as a week after.
Time has gone by so quick I don't remember when the party was.
She puts gel on my stomach. Which I hadn't realised until now is a bit bloated.
I look onto the monitor and see a jelly bean. Great shit just got real.
"Fuck" I cuss
"Shhhhhhh" she says "don't swear"
"It's not like the baby can hear me" I say snidely
"You seem to be five weeks along, you're right. The baby won't hear you for another week or two. So get that swearing out of your system" she patronises me
I groan. "Whatever"
.......
I hope out of the shower
I get another notice trough mind link for all inmates girls to go to The Winter Moon pack.
This has been sent out for the past three weeks. I can't be stuffed going. I've never been stuffed before and I won't start now.
I pull on my brothers baggy shirt and some track suit pants an the pull on my mums old dressing gown before going downstairs and tithe kitchen.
I grab some toast and put it into the toaster I then pull out all different spreads, right now I want vegemite and jam. Stupid pup and its stupid cravings.
Once the toast pops up I lather one piece with Vegemite and the other with jam. My tummy growls and I feel the need for cheese. So I slice some and put it on, I also add some chocolate before sitting down at the table and eating it.
"Ewwww" someone says "what is that"
I look behind me and grin as I see my uncle
"It called food" I say in a dough tone
"I know that but It looks gross" he says
"So. It tastes good" I say he snatches my sandwich and takes a bite
"That's foul" he gags and I laugh taking back my sandwich
I finish it and then go to the kitchen to clean up.
"You need to stop eating so much" my uncle says
I look at my tummy and gasp as I see that you can notice it the through this big shirt.
I run upstairs and go to the bathroom and look into the mirror, I lift up my shirt and I have a pretty swollen belly.
If I was human I'd look six months pregnant. But I'm a wolf and I'm only six weeks pregnant.
"Shit" oops my baby can eat me now "shoot" better I guess
I open up my cabinet and pull out a pack of cigarettes. I pull one out and go to light it as a stress relief then remember how bad it is for the baby.
Far out.
