Jimin POV
Is it wrong to fall for someone?
"So I heard you like the maknae Jungkookie?"
"Well yes! I do! But Jungkookie doesn't feel that way! *fake cry*Its not really..... Is it wrong to be stubborn?
"Please~ jungkook! Come hang out with me!"
*rolling eyes* "ugh...fine! But you gotta stop whining ok?"
*smiling widely* "Anything for you!"Maybe....but at least you get it....
But.....Is it wrong to love someone, but you know your gonna get Hurt?
"Look Jimin, let me clear things right now.....I DON'T LIKE YOU! AND I NEVER WILL! YOU KNOW THAT?! SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONCE"
*silence* *smiling* "Oh....i didn't know you felt that way....I'm sorry....I'll try to not bother you anymore....Bye..."Yes. It does. Its painful but....at least you've made someone happy....
*Time Skip*
Crying was already becoming my habit. But it also makes my eyes swollen and so are my lips. Which made my members always question me."Jimin are you okay?"
"You look tired"
"Do you need anything?"
"You should rest for now alright?"Everyone cares. They ask me whether I'm okay....except one. He would always avoid me. He never show a tiny bit a love at all. I'm falling apart, and you don't even notice. I can feel myself slowly fading away from your mind. I guess you really do hate me....
Jungkook POV
Its hard to let go of someone, who gave you so much to remember.
That was my quote and it still remain till now. I hurt him. I rejected him. Yet,he's still smiling as if nothing happened at all. I tried to let go of you but I just can't. Not when you gave me all your love. And yet, I would still hurt you no matter what. I hope you never forget me, I hope you never regret me,
I'm sorry.Jimin POV
"Hey! You're getting better!" Yeah...at hiding it. They tell me that I'm getting better. But how come my feelings for you isnt? They're still remain miserable and painful. Why did I deserve this? How did I end up loving you? It just had to be you isn't it? Haha....I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen.....patheticJungkook POV
I wish you could see how happy I am when I'm talking with you.
Yesterday,I got the chance to talk with him. But why doesn't he look happy? Did he somehow....lose feelings for me? That can't be.....he can't! Not when....I haven't confess.....*Thud!* I flinch and turn around.My eyes widen. "JIMINNNN!!!" I ran as fast as I can with tears in my eyes. I kneel down and place his head on my lap. "Jimin? JIMIN?! HEY! WAKE UP! THIS ISN'T FUNNY! HEY WAKE UP!" I slap his cheek so many times, hoseok had to stop me.
"Ya Jeon jungkook! Your hurting his cheek damn it!" "Sorry" I look down and slowly caress his cheek. I didn't even notice I was crying again. Its sad how you were such a BIG part of my life, and now you're just gone.....
Jimin POV
White ceiling. White wall. White everything. Am I in heaven? No. That can't be. Theres beeping sound and voices. "Please wake up...please! I beg you! You can't do this to me! I can't lose you anymore...." who's voice is that? Why does he sound....sincere? Like he actually mean it? God damn it! Open your eyes PARK JIMIN!I gasp and shot my eyes open.
"J-jimin? Jimin?! Oh my god! Doctor! Doctor! Come quick! He's alive!" I place my hand on my chest, trying to make my heart stop beating faster. "Jiminie hyung? Are you okay?" And in your eyes, I found everything that I need. "Jiminie hyung?" "Huh?" I snap out and shake my head.
"Yes jungkook?""Umm.....I...umm...I just want to say. .."
Jungkook POV
C'mon say it you big baby!
"What do you want to say jungkook?"
I played with my fingers and said "*sigh* I just want to say I'm sorry.....for everything....and also....are your feelings somehow....disappearing?" He stared at me before he turn his back on me and cover his body with the blanket." look just because i let you go, doesn't mean I wanted to....and also I don't care if you're going to tell everyone what I did to you, but don't forget to tell them what you did to me" I flinch by his words. What have I done to you? I broke you thats what....
Jimin POV
I just want to stop feeling sad all the time. Is it that hard to ask? Its been a week since I was admitted in the hospital and somehow.....he was the one who took care of me.... surprisingly I didn't mind at all. It feels nice and peaceful."Jiminie hyung I made you sandwich today, want to try?" I nod and he smile widely. "Here you go then!"
Jungkook POV
Finally! He's out from that boring hospital. Lately i've been losing sleep dreaming about the things we could be. I miss him. I miss him so much. I need you. I need you always and forever."Jungkook can you help me now?" "Oh sorry!" I help jimin to enter the van. "Thank you jungkook" I smile slightly. He didn't use my nickname anymore....."your welcome"
Jimin POV
I don't have the strength to forget you.
I want to move on. I need to. I have to.
But the feeling of missing someone, it makes me physically sick. I hate it. I fucking hate this so much.Some people are meant to fall in love with each other, but not meant to be together. Well fuck....Jungkook POV
You're the reason why I can't sleep at night. Seriously all I need right now is sleep. I haven't slept in weeks! God I'm so tired.... "jungkook?" I open my eyes and Jimin holding something."Umm.....sorry for bothering but I promise this will be the last....I don't know what to give you except these biscuit and tea" He put them on my lap and immediately run away.
"W-wait! Jimin hyung! I need to talk to you!" He pause and then turn around facing me.
"What do you want?" We can't be together but we never be apart,you are always in my heart. "W-what?" I widen my eyes. "Y-you heard that?"He blush and nod. My jaw drop but then I replaced it with a smile. "Then...come here" he slowly come towards me and I immediately hug him. "Ah~ this is what I've always wanted" "r-really?" I stared at him and wipe his tears. "Really, I didn't realize we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun....so when I leave I know it will tear you apart"
He laugh while there's tears in his eyes. "God! Stop with these quotes! What are you saying?!" I laugh and peck his lips.
"I love you Jiminie hhyung whether you like me or not, the fact that you're precious to me won't change.....No matter what".He smile and said "idiot Jungkookie" I grin and push him on my bed.
"You're so beautiful.....I love you so much" I kiss him and he put his arms around my neck. It was perfect. Kissing his lips, neck, jawline. Everything. And its all mine."Y-ya pervert! Stop it! No hickeys!" I pout cutely "why!" He sigh and gave in. I smirk and lick his neck, biting it. He gasp and moan. "Y-you lil shit!" I chuckle and rub my nose with his.
"I love you" "I love you too"Love is a mystery, and all we need to do is to solve it between us.
End.
Note:
This was SOOOO long! But I like it :)
And all of the quote is from _sunshineinfinity_. Except for the last one ( thequotesempire) from instagram.
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