Story of my life

4th Grade

Soo...i transfered to a new school
Called PNJK-IS

It was a japaneese school

I was sooo excited, cause i thought ppl are nice there

But i was..........wrong.

Its worst

First day: i was on a section called Taiyou aka sun

I was excited and nervous
I sit on my desk
And stare completely at the wall

And ppl are just staring at me weirdly

I feel uncomfortable

Soooo..m the teachers decided to change our seats

My seatmate was a boy, he was half japaneese
He's nice (btw i miss him cause he transfered in 6th grade😢)

But this guy on the back of my seat keeps looking at me
Evily

Soooo..
The teacher told us to right in cursive
And i don't know how
I told my teacher that i dont know how to write in cursive
She ask "did ur old school didn't teach u cursive?"(in tagalog verion) i said "no"
So she gave me a note on how to write cursive
I tried my best to practice
But my classmates laugh at me cause i dont know how
They say things like "wahhahha grade 4 na di parin marunung"
I feel like i was gunna cry..
I thiught people are nice
But
It was just an expectation😧

So i cried in class
Shame on me im a cry baby

They ask me if im ok
I said while wiping my tears
"Im fine" it was a lie
It was lunch
I ate lunch with my mom
I didn't tell her i cried
She would think im weak so i keep it.

So the next day:
The teachers told us that transferees will get a tour on the school, so we did, and this girl keeps smilling at me

And ask me to be her best friend
I said "yes"

Next day: me and my new bff hangout while this girl came to us

Asking if she can join...
We said "sige!"

We were hanging out

But next day,
They become best friends
And their 4 of them
I was the 5th,
But i never knew they actually backstab me😧

I thought we were friends, they starts saying the words "*my name* is such a nerd" "*my name* is such a joiner" "she's soo assuming"
My classmate said that
My tears fall down
I feel like
Im lonely

Later that day: i still hangout with them at lunch even though i knew what they said behind my back" they ignore me. So since their 5 of us, their facing on each other while eating i have no one to talk with cause im the 5th.

I ran away cause i feel lonely
I goto class and pit my lunch on my bag,
Some of my classmates play gadgets so i just look at them.

Next day:it was lunch, i have no one to have lunch with
I was asking people if i can join
One of them say yes
I joined them

Disc: so guys my day was just the same in their so lets fast forward to when i got a bff😀
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Intramurals practice:
So we were practicing for our intramurals😁

We start dancing...
But one of the teacher paused
And told me that im a great dancer,
I was shookth
Cause i've been dancing since i was on grade 1,
Dancing is just a big oppurtunity to me😊

Then kids look at me trying to copy my dance moves, i feel amazed
I never knew it was gunna happen

But later one girl told me that i dance too much
And others starts to a agree
It hurts
But i don't mind it

So it was a water break, i was sitting alone on stage but one girl came up to me, her name is ** and she's half japaneese
She told me " *my name* do u know that this gurl called ****** wont let me borrow her ipad!
I'm so alone so can we be best friends??? Plssss
Me POV:
I was scared
I feel like i can't trust anyone
I feel like i've been use
Should i say no or yes
What's wrong with me
Too many fake peoples using me.
I said that on my mind

**: *my name* plssss

"Ok" i said

Yeeyyy let's call each other beshiessss

Me POV:
Beshyy is soo girllyyy
I said on my mind

Later that day:
**: do u like mlp?
Me:yeahhh i love apple jack
**: mines fluttwrshyy

Yeah in grade 4 i'm obssesed with mlp lol

Soo me and my bff have been hanging out and she's the best but we do get on fights but we still say sorry to each other😀
At first ithought she would use me but no.
She's my true bff😊
She protects me from bullies

At first i thought i have no friends but at the end you'll have real friends and never treat them like 💩 cause they're the one who will always there for u💓

-Me