Life's rollercoaster

Why?

Hours of talking.
Joking.
Laughing.
But it's still not good enough.
You chose her.
You said you weren't looking for a relationship right now but your asking people out.
I guess it's just me who's the problem.
I'm sorry for the inconvenience of my love for you.
Should I even try anymore?
I'm going to keep trying.
It is who I am.
But I doubt the same determination will ever be returned.
But I can't help falling in love with
YOU💔