Screaming off the Cliff

Monologue

And I just don't know why I do this to myself.

I don't know why I'm wrong,

Or why even though everything is going perfectly

I still can't be happy for more than a few days.

I don't know why I'm broken,

Or why I can't be fixed,

Or if I can be fixed.

I don't know why I'm loved or liked or hated or adored.

I don't know why even though someone's dating me I can still feel alone.

I don't know anything, or how anything works.

I don't know how I work,

Or if I work.

I don't know.

Please.

I just...

don't know.