Fire Of Love

~9~ Alive

Only thing keeps me alive is nothing. I don't know why i am alive not dead. World is keeps turning around me but i am just flying of the world. Days been passing ms.tuan says i need to go school and be normal maybe i will but i don't think i can be. I can only pretend or don't try anything just give up. Who can think my life will change in one day maybe for better or worse who knows future can change anytime bad things sometimes lead you to the good things.

Maybe i will be saved or will destroyed

Now i am standing in ms.tuan's home i will go school tomorrow probably there will be soo many questions in people's mind. I don't want to but there is no choice. Last night to darkness.

Morning is a bad thing really i hate it now i need to dress up for school. Luckily i am not a make up person. Now just standing.

I won't talk with no one. I don't want it.

I arrived school and see Ben in front of school talking with people. He is weird. I go inside school of course everyone is gossiping. I won't care. I'm just going my class. what a bad thing my first class is with Ben. I lay down to my desk when I arrived my class. I don't want to even think about it. I heard teacher and I lifted my head. He is talking about something but I can't care. 

Someone poking behind me. I turned around and see Ben smirking "What?" I don't want to deal with this. "you are beautiful" Is this person real? is he saying me beautiful. I didn't want to become angry today but I can't hold it anymore.

I get up and punched Ben face. He didn't stopped me and I just punched him. I stopped when I feel someone pulling me away from Ben. I can't take it. I took my bag and ran towards graveyard. It hurts too much.