Before my new life and my new life

Sad

I️ am sad because two days ago my mom and dad were telling me that I️ shouldn't date Lily. The next day I️ was happy because I️ walked her to her house and then later that day she asked her mom and her mom said to wait until she was 18 to date older guys like me. So I️ felt like I️ should get drunk and then like I️ should kill my self or run away. But she told me not to do any of those so I didn't do that and now I️ felt better when she told me not to. So that told me she cared for me.