Falling for the maid BWS (COMPLETED)

Chapter 35

Brad
Today I woke up and took a shower and got dressed for the first time in weeks after me and my dad had that talk we became really close again he stopped nagging me about running the family business he wants to know more about Valerie and keeps saying he wants me to be happy.

"As I walk downstairs my phone dings telling I have a text but I don't check"

"Once I'm downstairs I see my dad In the living looking at me with worrying eyes"

"Did you receive the text your mother sent you about her exiting news he asked with a worry voice"

"Then when my heart went to my stomach I knew her news the news that I'm scared of I don't know if I can take it"

"I grab my phone out of my pocket and saw the text from my mom and it saids"

Mum
Hey Bradley I'm excited to say that I made a deal with the business and we moving to New York how exciting I can't wait i know you're going to meet so many new people
Love upon
Mum xxx

"I feel my heavy breathing coming again I feel my heart beating so fast
I don't want to meet new people I don't want new friends or anyone I can't leave the people I just can't"

Dad I..I.. I stutter.
Is okay Bradley breath it will be okay he said patting my back.
Dad I can't leave my friends or Valerie I said breathing heavily.
You don't have to brad he said with a small smile.
I can live on my son I'm old enough I'm nineteen going on twenty I can live on my own right? I asked.
Yes brad you can do whatever makes you happy he said with a smile.
But what about mum I asked worryingly.
Don't worry about her Bradley worry about you okay he said.
Okay I said with a small smile.
Brad how about you go out on a walk to clear your mind he said.
Okay I said with a smile.

"Then I walk out the house and started walking"

As I'm walking I started thinking about Valerie. About my friends. My family. My career. My dreams. Jesse.
Everything it feels like is being crashed down if I leave to go to New York but If I stay I will be happy but my parents will be in New York and I want them to be happy but I need to make me happy first and staying here makes me happy because every one I love is here.

My thinking quickly stop when I saw where I was. I was by Valerie house then I saw Valerie and Tristan and I saw Valerie getting out her car the car she alway wanted. I don't want Valerie see me like this so I hide but I still see hug Tristan then she walked in her house.

My breathing is heavy again my chest hurts I don't know what's wrong or what's going on with me but I don't know what to do I'm shaking and I have tears falling down my face
I'm scared.

"Brad? What you doing here"

"I hear someone call my name"

Bradley are you okay" I look up and I see Tristan standing next to me.

I Look at him and shake my head ''no"

"Oh brad you're having a panic Attack come on I take you to Valerie he said.
No I can't see her like this I'm a mess I said scared.
Brad you need to see her he said with a sigh.
I..i..i... can't  I stutter.
Okay let's take to James so you can see Jesse she can make you smile he said.
Okay I said above a whisper.

"Tris helps me to get his car then he gets in he drives away from Valerie house"

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