Chapter 5 ® a breakdown
Jisung.
"Jisung-ah wake up its time for school" Hoshi said I mumble a few words before slowly opening my eyes I saw Hoshi smiling down at me
"Come on bud its time" he said I groan then he pat my head he left my room I roll over and look at my blank wall.
How am I still alive? Is my dad okay?
I haven't seen my dad in two months. Hoshi told me my parents haven't sign the papers. Dk my other uncle told me they are planning to sign them.
I don't really know what to feel about it. Hoshi told me that he gonna send me to therapy. He says I need it. Do I? I stop thinking and enter the shower.
I let the water hit me I stand there just letting it hit me I think more.
Dad... are you okay? He loved my mom so much. My mom also loved him. Why did he do it? What was running through his head? There is so many thoughts.
I hear a knock on the door
"Hey it's uncle boo hurry up Mingyu hyung is taking you"
"Okay!" I yelled I turn off the water and get to my room I change then I garb my backpack I fix my uniform tie a bit then I walk downstairs.
"Morning kid" Mingyu said I wave at him.
I enter Mingyu car he plays some twice music and he drives.
I don't listen to twice I'm more of a girl generation fan lol.
I lean against the window I look out then I see a Mom and Dad with their son. I sigh.
"Why that sigh?" Mingyu said I looked at him.
"Gyu do you think my parents will get back together?" I ask.
He seem to be in deep thought.
"I don't know bud"
"I want to see my dad" I said I look at him I saw him tense up.
"Bud I don't think you want to see him right now"
"Why?" I ask.
Is he dead?
"I don't know how to tell this but..." he pause then shakes his head.
"Hoshi will tell you I can't tell you"
Mingyu words stayed in my head all day. I didn't pay attention in class because I wanted to know what my dad is up to.
And why is Mingyu hiding it?
"Mr. Lee I know it's your 3rd day here but can you please pay attention?" The teacher said I nod my head
Lee.. My dad name. The name I don't want to be called by.
I wave at a new friend then get in Hoshi car
He drives. He was acting weird he didn't ask me how was my day like always he just looked at the road he kept biting his lip
I lost focus I imagine Hoshi biting his lip HOT
He only bite his lip when he nervous.
"Hoshi"
"Y-yeah bud" he stutter.
"Tell me"
Tell me tell me
"Tell you what?" He ask
"Where my dad? Is he dead?"
"No bud its just...."
He paused
"Just tell me" I said
"Your dad has got together with his co worker"
"What do you mean got together?"I ask
"Their dating"
I didn't know what to think. I felt my heart slowly leave my body. Why. Why. Why.
I sit in the corner of my room I bring my knees up to my chest I put my arms around my legs.
But now. There's no where to hide since you pushed my love aside. I'm not on my head, hopelessly devoted to you
The song plays. I felt my cheeks wet. I was crying. I felt so alone. I didn't have Jisu to hug me. I didn't have my mom to wipe away my tears.
I only had my music and the empty space in my heart.
I wanted this pain to end. I hear a knock on the door.
"Jisung it's me Dino" my 19 year old uncle is at the door. The one who I like the most out of my crazy uncles.
"What do you want?" I said
"Can we talk?" He ask
I thought about it...
"Come in"
Chan enters my room he turns on the light he looks at me he sighs then he closed the door he sat in front of me on the floor.
"Aigoo." He said he put his hand on my cheek he wipe away a tear that rolled down.
"D-dino why did he ruin my family?" I ask
"Don't say that buddy..."
"Then what can I say? My mom and sister are gone along with my dad I have no one Chan" I said then break down.
"Jisung you have us 12 uncles."
"C-chan I want to leave"I mumble
I'm almost done writing this book :') and I watched a lot of weekly idol I watch Samuel episode he looked so awkward he looked handsome. When I heard him speak English I was so like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH okay I'm done hehehehhe
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