Stage Fright

Chapter 4

"Ah, Juliet you came!" The purple-haired student said. You turned to leave but someone was holding onto the door. Now facing Kizano you said, "I didn't come, my siblings practically pushed me in here..." "So they pushed you towards me?" He paused and chuckled "Won't you just join us?" Kizano-kun said taking my hands. I rolled my eyes and said quietly, "I don't want to join... yet. Maybe if you convince me I will, but I highly doubt that." Kizano then smiled and said, "Is that a challenge my dear?" "Sure. I guess." I replied.

All the other members were gathered around us and one of them said, "Is that the girl who will be playing Juliet?" "It sure is." Kizano said placing his large hand under my chin. A few girls gave you glares and you ignored them. "Um... Kizano-kun what are we going to do?" You asked curiously, because there were more people than you expected. "Hmm... we need some background actors, so let's go around the school and see who we can get." Kizano-Kun replied. A surge of memories hit you. YOU used to do activities like this.

While walking in the hallway looking for people, you saw a door that led outside. So you decided to go in hopes of asking the people in the sports club to join the play. They were strong right? Maybe they can help with transitions. And if you didn't want to join the drama club, then maybe you can get in shape. When you got to the pool all, of the members in the sports club were swimming, with the exception of the leader. "Assooooo-kuuunnn!!!" You practically yelled. You knew him since childhood since you both went to Akademi's Elementary. "Oh, (Y/n)! What brings you here?" He asked. You replied with, "I was wondering if you or other members from the sports team can help the drama club? You know with transitions." "Hmmm... sure! Wait since when did you join the Drama club? Was it elementary?" He asked. "I didn't...." In an attempt to change the subject you said, "So I guess we'll just tell you when we need you. Bye!"

You speed walked away not wanting to bring up the sensitive topic. You went back to the drama room, and the members brought back people who would have a legitimate role. It was quite crowded for a small room. Suddenly you felt like you could do nothing. Was it the crowd?

After a while if just staying in place barely able to move you felt a tap on your shoulder.

"(Y/n)."
"(Y/n)!"
"(Y/N)!!"

"Ye-eah." You finally managed to say, but didn't turn around. The person behind you went in front of you, and it was Kizano. "Is my Juliet okay?" He says, as he puts his hand to your forehead. You replied with, "Yeah.... it's just c-crowded." "Do you have an enochlophobia???? Are you okay?! Kizano asked looking serious now. "I..don't... know....." you said not being able to focus on anything. You started to feel scared for a random reason, on top of that your chest started hurting.

"Here take a step outside." Kizano says guiding you outside. You sat down on the floor and Kizano kneeled next to you. He actually kneeled on the floor. "Focus on your breathing, okay?" He said putting one of his hands on your shoulder. Now you felt as if you had a loss of control, but you managed to nod. This happened once, and it was the day of the performance a few years ago.

Someone in the drama club went outside and asked, "Kizano, should I call the nurse for her?" The female voice said. You forced your eyes closed since it made you feel better. "Please." The male next you said.

What was wrong with you? What's happening?

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(A/n): Well Reader-Chan(or Kun) it's been a while.... but I described a mixture of a panic attack and some symptoms of, which is fear of crowds. The more you know?????? I'm confused why I wrote this author's note, but hey....