Ruby red

My life

I dream about my life sometimes in a different way to what i am now, what it would be like if i wasnt who i was, if i was in a different form not human in a way. I could be anything i wanted to be and no one can tell me i cant,but I'm in reality not in my own little bubble as my mum calls it.

I'm new in the area i have moved from Australia to England and had to leave everything i had behind me, my mum trys to be supporting and says things like "your make new friends just you wait" but her idea of supporting me and my idea of her annoying me are two totally different things.

there's this boy at my new school i don't know who he is yet but he watches every move i make hes just watching from a distance over seeing everything, hes in most of my classes he sits at the back of the class on his own he must be new to the school, as well it seems as though he doesn't have any friends, hes always on his own.

I feel drawn to him in a way i followed I'm out of school the other day and he walked down an alleyway and just totally disappeared all i felt was a sharp cold just of wind the type that makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up.

I'm starting to think that there is other life out there but i don't know for real, i still don't have enough proof, or am i still in my own little bubble? like my mum calls it.