《 let's see 》
#56
And a poem to you
Knowing that I'll pull through, but
I can't seem to do it
Can't seem to cool it
And the demons call for me
Letting nightmares consume me
Because, I can't seem to forget you
And can't seem to pull through
Yet can't seem to lose you
so let's see
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《 why? 》
#57
I reminisce in the past
Not knowing why
Still remembering the thought would last
I remain in the present
Thought I let you go
But still caught in the essense
I look up in the future
I should be learning from this
But I guess I still miss her
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《 bites 》
#58
Little bites
Their shapes are nice
Lovely sight
A bit surprised
Little bites
In the night
Without a light
Losing might
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《 reality 》
#59
And already knowing I failed. But standing up again isn't that bad. Though, having all those cuts and bruises. They feel numb. Knowing, I can't live like this. I move along. But, it seems like I'm just running in circles. Or rather, following your footsteps. It doesn't seem that I am, knowing that.
You're already dead.
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《 home 》
#60
You came home
Place your clothes at the corner
And you feel alone
Cause your best friends are bent
That's why
You're broken inside
And you feel less alive
And baby you start to cry
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《 little by little 》
#61
Little by little
A life getting brittle
Little by little
A mind full of riddles
Slowly. And surely
Getting old and rusty
Time by time
I'll lose what's mine
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《 blind 》
#61
Sorry. Can't see?
You cant seem to remember me
Cause all the things
Suffers in
Blinding things
In queens or kings
Cause they're blind to see
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《 help 》
#62
Let the rain wash away
I'm calling an SOS
I need help
I'm so depressed
But I'm alone
So suppressed
Cause what I feel
Is so depressed
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《 trinity 》
#63
In a trinity
There's three
There's you, you, and me
I've kept my word
Then there's two
Thats when the win became the lose
And all was left
Then there was one
Looking at both who's having fun
But that's ok.
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《 tired 》
#64
To be honest
I'm fucking tired
I'm done with all the shit that's required
Required for me to do
From me to you
And it won't take long for it to be soon
I'm tired
Almost over
But I regret to what's getting closer
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《 trails 》
#65
I guess. I'm the one left behind now. Took two steps back and you already took giant leaps forward. Just back here. Looking at you from behind. Following the trail to what I trust in. To what I believe in. Watching over you. Watching the excitememt of you two
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