"I'm sorry Liam, but I just can't jump into things with you. You're a great guy, but I don't know you enough to be your girlfriend." He looks confused at me.
"But you can move in here?" He got a weird look on his face and I can see the pain in his eyes.
I looks down "I just feel safe when I'm near you.." I look up into his eyes and keep my eyes there for a moment before looking down at my feet. "I know it's weird knowing we just-" he cuts me off with a rough kiss.
His lips are so soft and yet when he kisses me, just by a kiss can he make me forget everything that have happened in my life until now. One of his hands are on my neck and the other one on my waist pulling my body closer to his.
He breaks the kiss, making me almost beg for his touch. He softly says "I don't want to force you into something you don't want to. I will wait for you till the moment you are ready to be with me."
"We should go and get my stuff from the house now. So I can settle in before I start in school Monday" god I had gladly forgotten that. I am going to study art, since I love making it myself.
Liam nods and I quickly put on my own cloth and walks fast out of the house with a laughing Liam just behind me.
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I unlock the door and opened the door. I walked in and looked around. This house had changed so much, but it looked still the same. The small hallway with the light that was broken. The living room on the left and the bathroom right, the stairway to upstairs with a broken step nothing like the big house that the boy had with the large stairway in marble. They had a hallway where you could look down at the entrance. It is on the size of our bottom floor and their rooms are the size of our kitchen and living room. I walked over to the doorway without the door to the living room. I saw the red couch and the fireplace in the middle of the room. The bookshelf on the left next to the window was still intact.
I walked out of the room and upstairs into my old bedroom, the first door on the right. My room is the biggest since it got its own bathroom. I find some boxes and Liam starts putting all of my stuff into the boxes. I pick up all of my suitcases and fill it with all of my clothes.
Liam finish the last box. All of the pictures on my wall, the mirror over my dresser and my desk is clear. now it looks like no one never lived in this room.
I took some of the suitcases and Liam did to. We went out the room and down stairs putting the suitcases by the front door. We went up and pick up the boxes. We have not spoken one word before we left the mansion.
Liam puts the boxes and the suitcases into the back of the car. I walk inside the house again to look if I should take anything else. But I really don't want to be reminded about this life. So I leave the room locking the door. Not even looking back as I walk over to the car door pulling it open. I didn't even know I was angry.
Looking at Liam is he as surprised as I am. I sit down closing the door behind me and buckle the seatbelt. Liam starts the car and the radio cover the silent in the car. I didn't know what to say. Not after this morning.
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I must have fallen asleep, 'cus I wake up with a arm around my wait and a leg over both of my legs. I looks at Liam's face that is so soft as he is sleeping. I unwrap me from his grip and his leg. I walk over to the window and looks out at the pool. I am so tempted to go in. I look over at Liam and walk quiet out of the room. Then I look at the clock as I walk. Its only 5 am and I must have fallen asleep around 4 pm yesterday.
I walks down to the pool and stripped down. The boys won't be up until later so being naked in the pool is something I can do now. I jump into the pool and swim around. Ohh god the pool have never felt so good. I have always wanted to try this. I have watched girl in the movies do this.
