Taking some me-time to work on themselves and who they are (A Teen Wolf fanfic)

Three Stilinski siblings and Twitter account

"Scott? You listening buddy? I'm telling you about some important information here! Hello!?
-Oh sorry Stiles... It's just that I'm not used to the quiet you know? I always feel like something bad is about to happen. And if Derek leaves soon, I don't know how we will protect ourselves. I don't know if I'm strong enough for this you know? Being the pack leader is so hard and...
-Man, stop worrying! It is gonna be ok! Have a little faith in yourself. And appreciate the quiet. Even if it stops one day, you can't live fearing the trouble!
-Yeah... You're right. I'm sorry Stiles... What were you saying?
-As you know, Liam's parents freaked out on him when they learned he was a werewolf. They kicked him out but you already know that too. You also know that he's been living with us for a while now. What you don't know... Is that my dad managed to get the parents to give up their parental rights. We are adopting Liam, Scott!"
The alpha winced. For a while now, that's the effect that hearing his name had on him. But quickly a smiled lit up his face.
"That's great man! I'm glad this little Dumb-bar is gonna have a safe home and most importantly, a family.
-Yes, I'm so thrilled! I'm gonna be a dad! And that's not it, listen to me clo...
-Stiles, he won't be your son, you know that, right?
-But I can't call him bro! That's so ew...
Scott rolled his eyes at his bestfriend.
-Yeah ok, I get it, whatever. What's the other big new?
-I'm glad you ask! As you know because she's your girlfriend and blablabla, Malia's dad wasn't really the best dad. And the two of them, as they hardly ever bonded, can't really make a family. But, Peter loves her very much and want what's best for her...
-I do that too. And I do that better if you're asking me.
-Yeah, er, right, but I'm not asking you... ANYWAY! We're adopting Malia too!
-What? How? How is that possible? And why didn't she tell me? I mean, she's my girlfriend and all... We've been together for a while now why wouldn't she tell me?
-I wanted to be the one to tell you! As for how, my dad kinda talked to them, Malia and Peter, with no hopes for anything and they both agreed that it was time for her to have a family!
-Wow... I don't know what to say! It's amazing!
-I knew you'd say that! There will be four Stilinski now!
-Oh Lord. I hope the humour doesn't come with the name because if it does, I might have to kill myself.
-Hey! That's rude! And Malia's humour is already terrible! You can't blame it on me! And I'm funny Scott!
The Stilinski boy punches his friend's shoulder and immediately regrets it. First of all, he's afraid he would actually hurt Scott. And second, he just hurt himself really bad.
-Ouch! What are you made of!
-May I remind you I'm a werewolf? says the one that just got hit, with a huge mocking smile on his face, getting closer to his best friend, looking at him in the eyes. I could eat you, right here right now.
The human starts to blush.
Ever since him and Lydia broke up, it has been pretty awkward between the two best friends. Scott has been teasing Stiles for a while now about how they have a crush on each other but he was never really able to deny it.
-Y-Yeah, I bet you could. But your a good boy, right?
He starts to pat his head.
-Yeah, you're a good boy, do you want me to throw the ball for you?
Scott immediately goes back to sitting on his bed. "Boy". He doesn't really like that sound. It doesn't really sound like him. Like Liam, like Stiles, like Derek, yes. But it's not really him.
-Hey, are you OK? Is it something I said? I'm sorry, it was just a joke uh?
-Yeah I know that. Could you please leave? I must call Malia. To congratulate her.
-But you can come and stop and the house, I'm pretty sure she'll be there too and...
-I'll just call her, ok? Now leave!
Silence just falls on the room.
-Scott, if there's anything I can do...
-DON'T CALL ME THAT! NOW LEAVE!
As Stiles seems legitimately scared, he walks out the door. When he gets to the corridor, he says :
-Remember I'm here for you, I'm your best friend. So if there is anything I can do...
Scott get up on his feet and slams the door on his bestfriend's face. Then, he lays down on his bed and start crying. The tears can not stop from falling. The werewolf his shaking and his inner pain makes his whole body ache.
-Make it stop! Please! Make it stop! I wanna be normal! What is wrong with me!?
He takes his shirt off and looks at his body in the mirror. He got a body that would make anyone dream, and he likes to see it. But not on himself.
And then, he realize. The problem is, he has muscles, not curves. He's manly, but that's not who he wants to be.
He starts feeling terrible in his own body and feels the need to cover himself up.
He grabs his phone and quickly text Malia.
"Congrats on the new family. See you soon? Love you ;)"
(Yes, Scott is the kind of person who still uses that kind of smiley even though he has got a smartphone with a lot of much more realistic yellow faces.)
He remembers what Jackson told him about coming to terms with his bisexuality and how he did it.
"I created a Twitter account, not at all for that purpose at first but then I entered the "queer" part of it. There's still a lot to learn but I'm much less ignorant at least. People are quite supportive around there. And there were also forums, that kind of thing. It helped a lot."
So Scott created a Twitter account. He followed his friend's footsteps.
He spent the last few years of his life trying to protect the citizens of Beacon Hills and, for that purpose, developing his wolf part, trying to get to know who he was and what his abilities were.
It was now time to get to know his human part better and to let it grow.