Soft feelings✔️

Welcome home

I always looked up to BTS and I always admired them. But I never thought they would look even more handsome than on a screen. 

"Close your mouths already and come in." said Rap Monster who was standing in front of us. We went inside the house and looked around.

"The others are waiting for you in the kitchen." he said and lead us to the kitchen. When we walked in they turned around to have a look at us. But their looks got stuck on me which made me very nervous.

"Do I have something on my face?" I whispered to Jiyeon. 

"I think they are just confused because you're the only one who isn't asian." he whispered back.

"No you dumbass. They are just confused because they found someone who is smaller than Jimin." Bae Bam whispered from the other side. I looked at him with a death glare.

"Come and sit down." Jimin tried to say in english. Wow that was cute.

"I can speak korean too." I said in korean. Suga who was sitting next to Jimin chocked and coughed. Everyone looked surprised.

"Wooow." Jungkook said and made very big eyes. We made our way to sit down next to them. I decided to sit down between Suga and V. My face was burning when they couldn't stop staring at me. 

"Were are you from?" J Hope asked at first.

"Germany" I said with a shaking voice. Jin brought the food and we bowed to thank him.

"Woaah, we always wanted to go there. Where did you learn to speak korean so good?" now Rap Monster asked. 

"Well, a friend of mine tought me to speak korean since I am in a boy group with korean boys." I explained proud while everyone grabbed their chopsticks and started to eat. I tried to hold them in my hands but I didn't know how. Suga realized my struggle and chuckled.

"Wait I'll help you." he said and hold my fingers. 

"See? Hold this finger like this. And these just shore the chopsticks." he explained with his deep raspy voice while he tried to bring my fingers in the right position. That was the moment when my weak fanboy heart gave up. My face was burning and I could swear my face was more red than a tomato. Jihyun and Lee started to whisper and V started to laugh.

"Look how cute he is." he said and squeezed my cheeks.

"I'm not cute." I said coldly. First they looked surprised but then everyone laughed.

"Oh my god! Look at his small hands." Jungkook yelled like he also has a fanboy attack.

"Have you seen how small he was standing next to his group members?" said J Hope still laughing. I rolled my eyes. Out of nowhere Jimin grabbed my hand and hold up his hand next to mine. You could see how small my hand was next to his. Everyone made this 'aw' sound. 

"Okay, okay. Got it. I am the smallest here. Can I eat now?"

"Aw. See who's getting mad here." Chanle decided to join the teasing.

"Guys I think it's enough. A joke is funnier when it's a short one. Stop teasing him." Suga tried to protect me. I blushed again while everyone started eating again. I gave my best to eat with the chopsticks but it was still difficult. While my mates started becoming friends with the members of BTS I struggled with my food. Everytime I try to hold a piece of meat with it, it falls down again. 

"Here." Suga hold up a spoon for me. I looked up at him but he looked at the others. 

"Will you take it already?" he asked after a few minutes of my staring.

"Oh, yea, sure. Thank you." I said.  Right after that he started acting cool again. 

"Could you stop staring at me I'm trying to eat." I looked away.

Suddenly my phone vibrated.

"Uh? Who's that?" I asked and took up my phone. My heart fell down 10 meters after reading the name of the person who's calling me.

"Shit!" I yelled and earned a lot surprised looks.