I Wish...

Chapter 4

[Warning]

This Story Contains Abuse, Self Harm and Depression don't proceed if you can't read this story, Sorry if you couldn't handle this. This story contains part of my life story and I wanted to include it in this FF (Sorry)

Y/N: I woke up because of my loud alarm "I hope that didn't wake dad up" he's still snoring "good" you said quietly

then a large wall of pain hit me, I got a huge headache because of the beating I got yesterday from dad. Bruises were all over my arms and the the biggest one was on my wrist, it was really purple. I tried covering the bruise with make up but it didn't work *sigh* you looked at the clock 6:00 am

Y/N: "an hour and thirty minutes to spare I should get ready" you whispered to yourself

I went to the bathroom to shower I hissed because of the cuts on your scalp, you went out changed and packed your bag, it was now 7:00.

I slowly opened the door and sneaked past my dad passed out an snoring on the couch I opened the front door and closed it *sigh*

Y/N: "I have work today I hope I won't be back too late" I whispered to myself

and I went off to school, good thing you were early Jungkook wasn't even there. After walking for about 25 mins I arrived at school and I went to my home room I looked up and saw something that shocked me.

"Jungkook?"

His head jolted up and instantly looked at me and I could tell that he was worried about me because he was focusing on the cuts on my face

Jungkook: "what happened to you?"

Silence...

I ignored him and went to your seat you heard him grunt a bit in anger because I didn't answer him, he went up to me and sat next to me.

Jungkook:"answer my question"

I ignored him again and he grabbed my wrist hard on the bruise that my dad gave me, he was really angry

I winced in pain and Jungkook immediately noticed and he instantly pulled my wrist towards himself and pulled down my sleeve revealing the bruise better

Jungkook:"who did this to you?!"

Y/N:"it's none of you business" I said coldly

Jungkook:"have you been eating like the nurse told you to?"

My stomach growls and I held my stomach in embarrassment I was really red (my face)

Jungkook:"I'll take that as a no"
He gave me a granola bar

Y/N: "I'm fine..."

Jungkook: "no you are not. please eat something you are too thin"

Y/N: 'fat.useless.cow.pig.bitch' were the words running through my mind, I kept silent

Jungkook:"please..."

Y/N: "I'm fat" I mumbled I was looking at the floor I couldn't look at him I was too ashamed of myself.

Jungkook:"you are not fat"
He rubbed my head trying to comfort me.

I hissed because he was touching the cuts on my scalp from the beating I got yesterday from dad.

Jungkook  looked at me more worried and examined my scalp, I tried to push him away but he wouldn't budge, he was too strong

Y/N:"Jungkook stop..."

Jungkook:"tell me who did this to you!!"

Y/N:"stop caring!" I was angry and I was sobbing

Jungkook:"what?.." He was confused

Y/N:"stop caring! I'm not used to this felling.... of being cared for"

Jungkook P.O.V

Jungkook: my heart broke when she said that...  did no one really care for her? she is the most nice, kind, cute and beautiful girl I know. Am I falling for her? Aish all I need to know why she has so many cuts

Jungkook:"let me take you to the nurse"

Y/N:"I am fine Jungkook I don't nee-"

Before she finished her sentence I carried her to the nurses office to get her treated

She looked flustered, she looked so cute when she is blushing

Y/N:"yah! put me down!!"

Jungkook:"nope."

Y/N:"fine"

I was smiling like an idiot, I got her to agree with me for once

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