This is the tale about two girls who's love just suddenly.. vanished. One thought it was for the good, while the other one was mentally broken. They both had to cope with their feelings, but did it in two ways. The good and the bad way. What is this good and bad way? Read on~!
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❝ The second that you got the chance to run ❞
~Her, Excision
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Run away from what? Why did Fareeha leave Angela? Was it because she didn't love her? No. Fareeha ran from Angela because she thought that the woman was too important to her. She didn't want to loose another part of her family. Her mother, Ana, had already been lost in a battle with a feared and very skilled sniper. Fareeha didn't want that for Angela, so she left her hanging. "It's better to leave in pain then in regret" is what Fareeha would say to over and over again to remind herself of why she left.
At least that's what Fareeha thought. Angela, on the other hand, thought she left because of her. That she had done something wrong in order for Fareeha to leave. It was unnatural for her to leave so suddenly as the two were so close to one another. They always hung out together every second that they had, but it all went away within seconds.
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❝I knew this was the end of all our love❞
~Her, Excision
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Fareeha knew she made the right decision to leave her girlfriend to protect the ones she loved. To defend her mother's honor, to protect Angela. All things come with advantages and disadvantages. Some of Fareeha's advantages were that she was finally able to concentrate on her training, She was in the Military after all. She could smile to herself knowing that her girl back home was safe and sound. Knowing that she could go home to a happy lady. As you know... If there's a yin there must be a yang. Her disadvantages were that she missed her girlfriend dearly, seeing her beautiful face everyday was something that made her smile.
Angela cried and cried for days on end, sometimes going to the bar and drinking. She visited the bar so many times that she actually became friends with the bartender, genji. She talked to him about what was happening with her and sometimes would try to drink herself to death. Something was obviously mentally wrong with her. Angela was never this emotional when it came to breakups.. it was like Fareeha meant everything to her.
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❝Searching for the love we need to set us free❞
~Night Shine, Excision
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Angela wondered if Fareeha would ever come back. She thought that It was a mistake, that she wouldn't just leave her. This constant thinking made her paranoid, made her even crazier in the head. Now she was depressed and crazy. Every night it got worse and worse. Constant thinking and smiling. "She's going to come back.... She's going to come back..." She says, cradling herself with her head in-between her knees in the corner of her messy room. Papers, clothes, pillows, her most valuable items, even broken glass was spotted when genji would come check up on her from time to time. Genji's checkups never went well. His time there usually ended up with him getting stabbed, punched, and sometimes his meer death. The poor girl missed her girlfriend too much that she'd kill anyone to get her back.
Instead of moaning and groaning about not being able to see Angela, she used that to motivate her. She thought that being in millitary training would only make her stronger in protecting her. Every day she had a huge smile on her face through her tough training desperate to get better. If she got better, she was able to protect Angela better. Angela was all that mattered to her. She was everything to her. If something happened to her she could never forgive herself. After a year of being away from Angela, she was finally able to see her again in a couple of days. She was finally able to go home.
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❝I want a taste of your love
A taste of your touch, of reality❞
~With You, Excision
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After a year of constant drinking and barely any sleep, she became.. a nightmare. A crazy lady who's house had been trashed like no tomorrow. Broken windows filled her dark house. Curtains covered every shattered window not to allow any light in. Angela's hair messy and her clothes in taters like she never changed them since the day Fareeha left. She sat in the kitchen holding a knife. Angela smiled crazily and yet very weakly, the grin faded off as she stabbed herself. No pain. The blood began to drip from her as she attempted to excision parts of her ribcage. "If she's not alive then I'm not alive."
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❝I'm only, only Alive when I'm with you ❞
~With you, Excision
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Fareeha was finally home and able to see the girl she was waiting so long to see again. Angela. She had no idea what happened to her a few minutes ago- that she commented suicide. Ready to walk into the house that she had longed to see again, the house of her girlfriend and future wife. Well.. not anymore. Fareeha saw the dark, messy room only to be interested in a blood trail. The blood of Angela. The girl was shocked at the sight of Angela. A circle of her stomach cut out for the rest of the world to see. The knife stuck in her bones which were clearly visible. Genji came in shortly after only to be shocked as well. He saw Fareeha on the floor crying next to Angela, gripping her's and Angela's hands together. This was not what he wanted to see. He knew he should have stopped her if it killed him, because if he did.. he could have had saved three lives that day. Fareeha comitted suicide as well, because she couldn't stand the pain and guilt of not being able to protect Angela. Genji couldn't stand the torture of seeing his good friend, although he didn't have many friends, and her girlfriend die in one spot together. Therefore, he too, also killed himself next to Angela.
Now all three of them were happy once more. They we're able to see each other again and live in the after life in peace.
