His {Karma Akabane x Reader} [Sequel to "Mine"]

Chapter Ten

Y/N's POV

/February/

Dear diary,

It's been a year since I said I was happy, and life has changed a lot.

Karma's been getting frustrated with me recently because I would always flinch when he would hug me or touch me in any way.

I've become scared to talk to him from fear of rejection, and it hurts. It's hurts a lot.

I'm not sure if I can do this anymore.

Sincerely, your best and most dearest friend,
Me.

"Y/N!"

I sigh and close my journal, standing up to go find Karma.

"Yes, dear?"

"Can you ru- What's that in your hand?"

My eyes travel down to my diary between my arms. "Oh, it's, uh, nothing."

"Okay..." he replied, unsure. "Can you run to the store please?"

I nod and set my diary down, leaving to go to the store, grabbing my keys on the way.

Karma's POV

Once I'm sure she's gone, I walk over to the book she had in her hand and open it.

I read a few of the entries, noticing a pattern of fear about certain things. One of those things was me.

Then I see the most recent entry. It talks about how she isn't happy anymore, and suddenly, I can't stop myself.

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I see her car driving back into the driveway. She walked in the house and sees me standing there, arms crossed.

Y/N's POV

"What's wrong?" I ask Karma, noticing the anger in his eyes.

"Oh, I'm sure you know, since you're the one whose not happy." He pointed to my diary.

"You read my diary?!"

"Yes, and I'm glad I did," he said walking over to me. "Now you don't have to tell me anything because I already know."

He shoved me on the ground and grabbed a suit case he left by the door. "I hope you have a happy life."

And he was gone.

Yeah, I hope I'm happy now.

Tears begin to fall, and suddenly I'm a sobbing mess.

"Mommy?" I hear from behind me.

I turn around and she's sees the tears on my face.

She runs over and gives me a hug. "What's wrong, mommy?"

I wipe some tears away with my hand.

"Daddy left..."

"Where'd he go?" She asks, scared.

"I'm not sure, but I don't think he's coming back."

"Is mommy going to leave, too?" She starts crying.

I take her hand, squeeze it tightly and say, "no, mommy's not leaving. Your mom isn't going anywhere, your mom is staying right here. No matter what."

I stand up.

"Come on, it's going to be okay. Let's go get some ice cream so we'll feel better. Wanna go to À La Mode?"

She smiled. "Yes, please."

I guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens.

There, I updated. It Made me feel better at least, even though this wasn't exactly a happy chapter. It distracted me from thinking about how badly I screwed up things in my life.

Hope you enjoyed the chapter, bye.